a very long night

was not able to sleep well, I kept on waking up and waking up and waking up....joko and iya have you been pimping me too hard? hehe! i don't have the slightest idea but i'm restless last night

could it be i'm restless because mr. i cannot commit is freaking annoying me.....or is it because he's too manhid and too focused on his long term life goals?

sometimes a kiss is really just a kiss and nothing more can transpire after that moment, hard not to expect though but life goes on after that unforgettable kiss.

maybe i'm restless because i wanted to be at laffline last night! waaaahhh!! but i can't....hmmmm..how was it joko and iya! kwento! kwento! kwento!

found out something about a guy i know and proved a point that if a guy likes you he will call you or text you, visit you, look for you and just be there....
point: if a guy likes you he'll definitely do something about it...move on please!

well, on second thought tinetext at tinatawagan naman niya ako but i still don't think he likes me....i guess it's case to case basis and depends on what he tells you?....hmmm....he tells me a lot of things though does it means something?....baka ako ang manhid! hala! confusion!

last song syndrome: unpredictable by jamee foxx ft. ludacris and the bad thing about it is that it reminds me of mr. i cannot commit....and why is that i wonder too...

i'm craving for caramel sundae and fries from mcdo....

no more meeting today at globe telecom! yahoo! but it was moved on tuesday. darn! dreading it!

i found out that one phone call can make a difference, bonus na lang ang boxer shorts and tv. hehe! buti na lang nagmall ang mga kasama niya.....freedom!

maybe i'm restless last night because i have to check all my 2004 talent contracts and have to present a report to mr. v! hmmm....pero hindi din eh...that's easy.....

i texted him pero hindi nagreply....pero nagrereply naman siya usually...baka busy. ewan! cofusion na talaga eto! hmmmm....etong blog na toh sanhi ng aking pag-iisip! darn!

i will change my blog template within the day.....i want a summery blog look though it's raining kahapon pa! hehe! expect na madaming magkakasakit for sure!

the song true by ryan cabrera is haunting me....now i think i know why i'm restless.
i can definitely relate to the song especially the first stanza up until chorus...

i won't talk, i won't breathe
i won't move till you finally see that you belong with me
you mght think i don't look
but deep inside
in the corner of my mind i'm attached to you

i'm weak, it's true
i'm afraid to know the answer
do you want me too?
cause my heart keeps falling faster

i've waited all my life to cross this line,
to the only thing that's true....
so i will not hide,
it's time to try anything to be with you....
all my life i've waited this is true....

shuffle time...

Got this from joko….(she’s a girl….)
Go to the music player of your choice and put it on shuffle. Say the following questions aloud and press play. Use the song titles as your answers. NO CHEATING!

How does the world see me?
Song: open your heart to me
Artist: madonna
Lyrics: open your heart to me baby, I hold the lock and you hold the key….
Comments: comments ko?....i love madonna! Hehe!

Will I have a happy life?
Song: ewan
Artist: apo hiking society
Lyrics: mahal kita, mahal kita…hindi toh bola….
Comments: nobody believes me? But why? Hehe! I guess my life would be a malaking EWAN! Hehe!

What do my friends really think of me?
Song: game of love
Artist: MYMP
Lyrics: a little of this, a little of that…
Comments: hmmm……it’a all a game! Life is my playground

Do people secretly lust after me?
Song: falling
Artist: keahiwai
Lyrics: I wanna tell you baby that you’re the one I’m thinking of….
Comments: so meron?....hehehe….

How can I make myself happy?
Song: brown eyes
Artist: destiny’s child
Lyrics: I know that he loves me cause he told me so…I know that he loves me cause he’s feelings show
Comments: ah eye contact lang pala happy na ako….pwede! hehe!

What should I do with my life?
Song: nasaan ka?
Artist: pupil
Lyrics: pero wala ka na…wala ka na pala……wala ka na aaahhh….
Comments: get lost ba dapat? Hehe! ewan!

Why should life be full of so much pain?
Song: stick with you
Artist: the pussycat dolls
Lyrics: nobody’s gonna love me better, I must stick with you my baby….
Comments: ah ganun? Nalet go ko na eh…can’t stick with him….he caused me pain! Hehe!

How can I maximize my pleasure during sex?
Song: unpredictable
Artist: jaimee foxx
Lyrics: girl get comfortable…we’ll do some stuffs we’ve never done before…baby not the usual…tonight we’ll get unpredictable
Comments: oh my! Tama bang sakto ang song……..hmmm….let’s get it on!
Be UNPREDICTABLE!!

Will I ever have children?
Song: abot kamay
Artist: orange and lemons
Lyrics: abot kamay ang langit….gayumang taglay ng hangin….abot kamay ang langit
Comments: ay dapat ba akong matakot ditto? Hehe!....wag muna please! Not yet ready! Hehe!

Will I die happy?
Song: don’t you worry about a thing
Artist: john legend
Lyrics: don’t you worry about a thing….don’t worry about a thing my love
Comments: hmmmm…..i won’t worry….don’t worry! Hehe! gulo!! Winner!

What is some good advice for me?
Song: ever after
Artist: bonnie bailey
Lyrics: i do believe in ever after..with you
Comments: yeah I know! I have moved on and finally living my life again! Whohoho!!

What is happiness?
Song: push (acoustic version)
Artist: matchbox twenty
Lyrics: I wanna push you aroud……
Comments: dedicated to iya? Hehe! ewan! Happiness is pushing around what? Hehe! push me towards the direction of the drummer! Weeeh!

What is my favorite fetish?
Song: sky
Artist: cueshe
Lyrics: oooohhh oooohh you lied to me, ooooohhhh ooooohhh now you should set me free, baby please stop pulling me down…
Comments: liars? Hehe! ewan! Hehe! isa lang masasabi ko love this song, love who wrote it and love who sang it! Hehe!

How will I be remembered?
Song: under the bridge
Artist: all saints
Lyrics: I don’t ever wanna feel like I did that day, take me to the place I love…take me all the way.....
Comments: I guess I want to be remembered as someone who they can laugh with, cry with and just have fun! Waaah!!

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** did the most unusual thing yesterday and asked someone out for dinner....
** found the perfect gift for ritz the greatz at the mall yesterday....need jeman's help! jeman!
** i'm so confused.....wwaaahhhh....does he or does he not? is it a yes or a no?
** somebody asked me "you're pretty naman and nice pa, what if ligawan ka niya, sasagutin mo ba siya?"........(no comment!)
** forgot to order sheryl her heartlands salad.....sorry she!...i'll make bawi next time promise
** i hope there will be no delivery later...i have to hit the gym....
** wanna know who your guardian angel is?
Check out http://www.viloria.com/viloria/adi/guardian.shtml
(mine is st. uriel…)
** i have a meeting at globe telecom tom......it's so hot!
** does RC really cost 12k? darn!! help?!
** i can't freaking remember where i put my new headphones....it's the one with the remote!

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i'm sensitive?....maybe....probably...i'm not sure!

Guys Like That You're Sensitive

And not in that "cry at a drop of a hat" sort of way. You just get most guys - even if you're not trying to. Guys find it is easy to confide in you and tell you their secrets. No wonder you tend to get close quickly in relationships!

What Do Guys Like About You?

on the playlist

new songs on my ipod:

1. first of summer by urbandub - i like it so much! fast song and really bagay with the summer season (as indicated by the title of the song)

2. stupid girls by pink - cool song, cool lyrics! "i don't wanna be a stupid girl"...hehe!

3. lihim by orange and lemons - after watching band explosion, super like ko na ulet ang orange and lemons...like them before na pero nawala eh...now it's all back....I LOVE THE BOUNCER!

4. unpredictable by jamie foxx - what can i say? i'm an rnb fan? naughty lyrics but catchy talaga! coolness!

5. narda by kamikazee - i've been hearing this song all over the metro! mala-parokya ni edgar ang lyrics so it's a fun opm song na medyo love song!....nga ba?

6. jesus of suburbia by greenday - yeah yeah...you also like this song! what more can i say?

7. clockwatching by jason mraz - biased becasue i so love jason mraz...so any new songs of him i add to my ipod! whohoo! he's sooooo good!

8. so what by field mob - another rnb song that i heard at my friends ipod...heheh! therefore i copied! thank goodness for itunes and ipod cable....

9. tollgate by hale - before any violent reactions....i have to add this to my playlist for documentation purposes only....ask me why na lng! i'm still a cueshean!....(reaffirming!) di nga ako member nun eh...feeling!

10. i by 6cyclemind - band scene.... are IN in the philippines....nothing i can say pa other than it's a very senti song...bagay sa mga brokenhearted.....like me?....."at ngayong wala ka na, hindi alam kung san magsisimula..." whew!

and they told me.........

Been spending a lot of time texting and talking to old and new friends and here’s a list of phrases that’s memorable to me…it made me smile, it made me think and it irritated me!……

SABI NLA…..

1.) sana ikaw na lang ang gf niya (wish ko din gf niya ako)

2.) hi daw at kamusta ka naman daw diyan (mabuti kase naalala mo ako naks!)

3.) nyeks…hehe! (short message but it means a lot to me…)

4.) i just ticked the I’m in a relationship status cause I’m not looking for someone over the net(good answer!)

5.) I’m a gemini e, opposite extremes (I'm a Gemini too, we're compatible!)

6.) He’s just amazed how someone can love him daw…drama (how can he wonder, he’s such a great person!)

7.) Swerte naman ni mike (hehe! Winner!)

8.) I’m in cebu (pero hindi naman talaga…hmmm…who cares?)

9.) Dami mo naman tanong, call me in the office na lang (busy? Hehe!)

10.) What if I tell you I’m feeling the same will you still leave me? (oowwwsss??....)

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** watched band explosion at araneta with ritz, me-an and other cuesheans! fun! fun! fun! (thanks ritz for everything, thanks jeman for the tickets!)
** galing din ng orange and lemons, the bouncer thing rocks!
** was able to see mike...whohohoho!
** i hope may 19 east sa april gig sched ng cueshe...
** to be or not to be, that i'm not sure

Almost 24 hours!

Wow, I’ve been awake for almost 24 hours! Waaaah! Kamusta naman po iyon? Nakatulog lang ako ng 1 ½ hours and my head aches! Wow and believe it or not I made it to work! Yes! I’m so proud of myself!

STUFFS TO DO PAG GISING KA NG BENTE KUWATRO ORAS:

1. work! work! work! Kahit hindi ka pa natutulog wag na wag kang mag-aabsent sa trabaho! Tuloy pa rin kahit feeling mo makakatulog ka anytime!

2. mag-gym! kahit puyat ka at hindi pa natutulog fit ka pa din dapat! Magtreadmill ng 40mins at siguradong rejuvenated ka na! (don’t forget your ipod!)

3. kumain ng kirei….masarap na merienda sa mga hindi natutulog….

4. magtelebabad via sun…kahit napuputol every 15mins ok lang kase madali naman tumawag pag 3am na ng madaling araw! As in one time dial lang nakaka-connect agad! Winner!

5. get to know a new friend…since gising ka lang din naman try to get to know someone….

6. discuss with someone your non-existent sex life….hhhmmmm….

7. abangan ang Magandang Umaga Pilipinas / Unang hirit and be the first to know the news and latest scoops sa showbiz!

8. kumain ng madami…..since kulang ka sa tulog bawiin ang lakas sa pagkain ng madami! Go! Go!

9. discuss with mr. fortich the details of life, problems, and relationships……

10. try to sleep! Hehe!

bloodline

Spent my Saturday bonding with my family at calamba….tito ico is about to leave next week so we had our last get together before he leaves for chicago.

MARFORI AKO DAHIL:

1.) I tend to tell stories…same stories over and over again…nasa lahi eh…makukulit at ulyanin.

2.) Love to eat and cook….

3.) I have the fondest memories of going to antipolo when I was young, antipolo, then wild park in qc and then to a mall or fiesta carnival.

4.) I believe that a family get together is laos without a videoke machine

5.) Christmas is sad without hamon!

6.) We are experts bingo players....really!

7.) We are known in the purok sais part of calamba, laguna

8.) Parlor games such as pinoy henyo, last 3 bingo numbers, stop dance, talong and egg game are already part of the new year tradition.

9.) We know the dance steps to latest dance craze from bulaklak, rejoice songs, to average joe.

10.) We love to color code and take clan pictures….

repertoire

I had a great time at padi’s point last night though I noticed that the crowd there was somewhat more loose compared to the crowd that I’m used to at 19east. Everything is wilder and more outrageous at padis point….pero enjoy pa din. I guess any place for as long as cueshe is perfoming still rocks!


SONGS PLAYED BY CUESHE in their GIGS (THAT I LOVE…..)

1.) I don’t want to miss a thing – usually sung by ruben, you should hear it! Totally cool! Great! Perfect ten!

2.) Hard to believe – other than it’s catchy rhythm, I love this song because it is an eraserheads original (I love eraseheads!)
3.) Stay – who don’t love this song? Cueshe’s 1st hit without this song they are nothing! when I first heard this I though it was sung by a foreign artist….really…but then found out that they were sung by a pilipino band…..from CEBU!

4.) Push – one of the best alternative songs ever and jay really sings it well….definitely suits his voice.

5.) Hard to handle – again usually sung by ruben…….and usually sung first in their gigs!

6.) All I want is you – originally sung by U2 and included in the reality bites soundtrack, this song is one oy my faves! Whoho! So glad when they sang this at 19 east…….they gained about 5 points in my respect category! Hehe!

7.) Ulan – their first and only original tagalong song and usually their finale song! Hehe! People who watched their gigs can’t help to sing along everytime they sing this song! Their ultimate hit song!

8.) Drive – great song! Great rendition by cueshe!

9.) Sorry – love this song! Nice lyrics! Great Rhythm! Cool Rendition! Definitely one of the best, if not the best song!

10.) Other original songs that is original cueshe! Like hump ahead, sky, can’t let you go, never leave, 24 hours! Lahat na! love it!

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** seriously starting to like mike the drummer!! oh my!

state of being cool and okay

oh yes i admit i have been busy with something that is shocking, that i myself can't believe that i'm hooked and addicted to it, or should i say to them. the culprit of my long nights and endless chats and forums? CUESHE! yup, read it again it's because of CUESHE the band hailed from cebu with hits such as stay, sorry, ulan and upcoming single can't let you go. it started with a simple crush that definitely turned into something more. from february 21 to the present i have watched a total of 5 gigs! hehe! that's in a matter of just three weeks and the best part is i'm going to watch them again tonight! yeah! totally addicted! been spending a lot of time chatting also with fellow cuesheans and learning stuffs about the band, i was also able to meet them last week at the gig of the band at 19 east sucat and i had a great great time! coolness.

benefits from watching cueshe?!:

1.) i get to bond with my one and only big bro....

2.) it's relaxing....yeah! what more can i say? stress is bad i must relax!

3.) i get to see the band, therefore i get to see my crush? hehe!

4.) was able to meet my new old friend iya!

5.) i'm slowly getting rid of my being allergic to alcohol, by drinking a bit....hehe!

6.) i get to meet new friends! (i have lots already..loving it)

7.) madami akong nasusulat sa blog ko!

8.) nadadagdagan ang friends ko sa friendster...next stop testimonials? hehe!

9.) madami na akong pictures with them....therefore i guess magaling na akong magpacute sa kanila for a picture taking break...hehe! duh!

10.) i'm having so much fun! hehe! finally!

tito joven's visit....

been busy with something the past few weeks and i know i haven't been able to post something here! hehe! so anyways, tito joven went here for a visit last feb. to play golf and visit us so therefore we had a get together last week of feb and it was fun, i got to see my relatives other than x-mas time and going to the cemetery time during november hehe!

viloria kami dahil:

1.) we love to eat anything, from the pinaka sosyal na food that you can find in the market to the pinaka-jologs na chips available sa palengke! there can never be enough food for us....

2.) mahilig kami manlait, i know it's bad but don't ever try to mess up with a viloria or else mamamatay ka sa panlalait namin hehe! kamag-anak na nga namin todo lait na kami what more ibang tao? hala!

3.) pawisin kami, kahit anung lamig at anung nipis ng suot namin for sure meron kang makikitang pawis sa amin. that's why pag may get together dapat malakas ang aircon or madaming electric fan.

4.) we love to talk about the current events and exchange ideas and usually meron kaming isang tao or isang grupo na pinagtritripan! hehe! alaskahan to the max iyan!

5.) we love to pose for pictures...kahit nasan kami, bahay, cr, kitchen, baguio, u.s., boracay, subic, kahit san basta may camera popose kami! we love it!

6.) mabaet kami pero for sure somewhere one time or another meron kaming kalokohan na ginawa sa buhay namin, whether good or bad yan for sure meron yan!

7.) basta may get together kami for sure si tito edgar ang magdadala ng ice cream! wahahaha!

8.) tuwing pasko na lang si tito edgar 200 pesos ang pamasko sa amin...well mataas na yan kase dati 150 lang eh....hehe! somethings never change kuripot pa din siya pero at least ha talaga namang yumayaman siya...sana next xmas 300 na ang pamasko mo sa amin.

9.) we all don't believe in formal occasions....been living in this world for 24years na pero twice pa lang kami ng formal attire, tito edgar's wedding (flower girl kami ni nikka) and ate trina's wedding! lahat ng cousins na girls hindi nag-debut at hindi namin talaga feel and formal.....and i wonder why?

10.) taga narvacan ilocos sur si lolo benny at taga gapan si lola...yes therefore kamag-anak namin si BRIAN VILORIA...not sure how,why and when pero we all believe that we are family...hehe!