Letting go

I don't know why i'm still here when it's obvious that i don't need to be here

i don't know anymore the reason why i'm holding on

i don't know how long i can bear the disappointments and sadness

i don't know if i should still care when it's apparent that i should not care

i don't know why i'm still holding on when i should just let go

i don't know why i bother to think or try, it's not getting better

i don't know if this is all worth it, if this is really for me

i don't know anymore, i'm lost and tired

all i know is that i have to let go. Let it all go. Goodbye.

Between the lines

Its a different him that i don't usually see....it scares me.

I guess no matter how long it has been, he's different when i'm not around...

When in doubt just think of the good times. Ü

i miss those good times....its been a while.

Missin a lot of things. I still miss you!

I realized a lot of things. Discovered some painful stuffs.

At the end of the day, it doesn't matter. What i feel doesn't matter.

No pain, no gain.

Smile like i mean it.