life goes on...

so i visited kulot the other night at her workplace and
this is how excited we areto see each other, weirdness! hahaha!
anyhow, i shall make yaya joko to hang-out at
miki's starbucks turf really really soon!

look how populated metro manila is, view from our office
parang one side of the metro lang yan. weh!
at wala pa akong anak nyan ha, wala pa akong
contribution sa population. hahaha!

with some of my cousins from calamba - xmas 2007

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• totoo talaga, pag nagawa na once pwedeng gawin ng paulit ulit, it's a sad thing though because he fought for her hard - super hard. i'm still hoping for some sort of quick fix or permanent fix that can salvage them but in the end it's all up to both of them to fix what they have.

• she looks stupid - she should have a life and not be available all the time. ang pathetic!

• i'm not sure if i can be what he wants me to be. if i can be in his life the way he wants me to, or if i can love him the way he does - time will tell. 

• no new years resolution for me - just save more and spend less. hahaha!! and try getting into a photography seminar of sorts or photography class anything that can fit my schedule.

• yeah i've been blogging everyday - halatang nasa bahay lang ako at nakatulala. just kidding. i'm going to cook today! for the medya noche tomorrow, naks! hahaha!

• irritated with loud noises, i don't know why but it seems that people are shouting, talking loud and it's irritating. weh! i want peace and quiet and just QUIET!!

still christmas fever

been on a very long vacation from work - no more work for me since december 21. hahaha! i still gots 30 days of vacation days, maybe i can extend it til next year so that i can use it for bora trip! yehba. anyways, i told my driver to pick my pressies at work yesterday and i still got lots of presents from co-workers/collegues....yehey merry christmas pa din.

me got the following: a really cute pink shawl, a very sosyal cup and saucer set, a bottle of wine from marks and spencer (my 3rd bottle for this season - akala ata ng mga tao ay lassengga ako!), a big tupperware of green halls candy, lots of chocolates (as in plenty!), a book, a foot spa GC, 2 perfumes and some cutie clips.

feeling a little under the weather yesterday, probably becasue of the bad weather last 27th, feeling better now but i bit tired from all the daily activities that includes cleaning my room! hahaha! yun na ang pinaka nakakapagod sa lahat eh. hahaha! i swear during the christmas season parang bodega yung room ko sa dami ng gifts at kalat at stuffs - getting there, konti na lang mukha na ulet siyang room.

anyhow, im feeling rather clueless and confused at the moment. currently dealing with a lot of emotions and unexplained ka-chuvahan. still happy but confused about a lot of things.

tagaytay.starbucks

went to tagaytay for photo practice/road trip....supposed to meet up with joko and miki for our annual xmas chuvanessesess but joko bailed out - manlilibre na lang daw siya ng breakfast, lunch at dinner sa january 2008! yehba! let's go jokoness! 

pictures from tagaytay sucks - it's raining hard kase.
but i had uber fun and enjoyed the rain too. hahaha!

visited miki at her starbucks turf - shell mamplasan, southbound! hahaha! super excited kami na makita ang isa't isa na parang hindi kami nagkita nung december 19 (iya's b-day salubong) - anyways hangout with her during her break and finally nameet ko na si ian at nakuha ko na ang starbucks planner na pressie ni miki plus a cute red bag and yummy chocolate! yehey! merry christmas to me talaga! sobrang happy ang pasko ko kahit single ako. (asus!)

lookie my starbucks planner rocks! hahaha!

xmas time in the city

merry christmas everyone! had a great christmas which was spent mostly at our house and at our compound in calamba, was able to get awesome gifts which made me feel really special and blessed. wuhooo! ang saya sana talaga everyday christmas though tataba talaga ako ng sobra dahil sobrang dami kong kinain super! anyhow super masaya pa din and merry christmas again.

awesome gifts as follows:
violet ipod shuffle, benetton perfume, cmg silver wallet
2 cool jackets from & britney cd from joko

not in pictures:
4 awesome cute shirts, a starbucks planner from miki,
lots of foods, a cool cute notebook, cellphone kikay chuvaness,
picture frame and a magnet. yehey!!

it's raining cell!

yehey for new cellphones!
have two new cellphones - nokia 1200 & E61i...
i still have my other cellphones,
didn't sell anything and don't intend to.
we got mom a new cellphone as well - as christmas gift,
then i bought kuya a cellphone as well - as my b-day/christmas gift!
in short, tiba-tiba si ate na binilhan namin ng cellphone sa atc!
hahaha! that's it - addict eh! hahaha!

party! party more! party harder!

pre-christmas chuvaness @ hci

hci/mwg christmas party @ warehouse 135

iya's b-day party salubong @ tides - bf pque

marvil graphics/flowerscape x-maws party @ homebase!

'tis the season to give

okay so almost 5 days to go before christmas - not that excited but i want some gifts!!!

my christmas wish list:
1. macbook (leopard thingy!)
2. new cellphone (smart phone would be cool!)
3. pop 9 lomo camera & oktomat lomo camera (please buy at team manila, jupiter st. makati city - it's cheap there!)
4. all around lens for my SLR
5. 120mm films (can be bought @ fuji ylk main store @ sto. domingo QC)
6. big wrist watch (fossil or guess can do!)
7. charriol bracelet/ring
8. wallet
9. lots of shirts/blouses/tops
10. jacket
11. memory card reader
12. memory stick organizer
13. maroon 5, incubus and jt's concert tickets (please please! make me happy!)
14. red cute tumbler from starbucks! (ahem, may discount ka ba ace?)

o! shopping na!!

six cycle carousel

so when will this end
it goes on and on...
over and over and over again
keep spinning around i know that it won't stop
'til i step down from this for good
-six cycle carousel, lifehouse

he said: "i'm starting to move on..." (and i wonder, will he ever get over her?)

he said: "ikaw lang ang kinukulit ko!" (hmmmm....so yung iba hindi mo lang kinikulit pero may something?)

he said: "sa'yo ako nag-eenjoy..." (o hala, let's go na sa jollibee - chicken joy na yan!)

he said: " i can't say no, i can't say yes either, i'm starting to move on pa lang diba?" (sabi ko nga eh - kase naman bakit makulit ka carla. hahaha!)

she said: "there is this pain in my heart that i'm not supposed to feel but surprisingly it's there and it's making me sad...."

she said: "i know that i don't have the "k" to feel what i'm feeling but i'am feeling it and it scares me."

realizations: takking to him makes me wanna listen to my ipod - senti folder please!, i want to give him urbandub's new album (just a little shove!), i want to spend a day with him - get to know him more, in the future - take it to the next level! (anung level yun? abangan!)

lighter note:

i'm almost done na with my christmas shopping - immediate family members na lang, some good friends and myself.

i miss joko and miki and our get-aways.

i wanna go to a photography seminar of some sorts or a class or exhibit. expand knowledge!

ayoko na masenti! rant! rant! rant! waaaaaaaaaah!!! (okay hindi yan light but take it!)

penny for my thoughts

hmmm...though ang baba na ng exchange rate, sayang pa din ang penny!

anyhow, still liking the getting to know stage. sana getting to know phase na lang forever and ever. para less complications, less worries, less expectations, less pain, less lahat....meaning less love? hmmmm...ayoko ng less love. ay complicated ito!

excited to see joko, miki and iya (possibly chuck) on wednesday..in my mind i'm singing "reunited and it feels so good...."

loving urbandub's new album - i'm so much more that what you get to see.... - anthem

what is an open relationship? is that healthy? (knowing myself, hindi ata ako pwede sa OR)

kuya's 3oth b-day - 12/14/07

new on my ipod: jay-z's american gangster album, kyla's heartfelt, nina's barry manilow alubm, dishwalla's and you think you know what life is about album, copeland's dressed up and in line album, 6cm's magsasaya album, hopia mani popcorn 2, parokya ni edgar's solid album, pupil's wildlife album, angels and airwave's i-empire album and some old school opm.

happenings (meron?)

kuya's 30th surprise b-day party was a blast. except for some psycho people everything else was great. it was really touching to know that my big bro was actually sad to find out that we can't go out and have birthday dinner with him...buti na lang talaga merong surprise party otherwise sadness pala si big bro! i love you kuya! happy 30th! (pictures to follow!)

almost done with my christmas shopping, almost meaning i still need to buy A LOT of christmas gifts, plus wrapping the gifts pa and giving them out. i spent the afternoon with my mom and big bro at the mall doing some shopping and all i can say is that it's ridiculous to go to the mall if it's christmas time - i swear muntik na akong mamatay sa sikip ng mall. anyhow, we decided to go home quite early because it sucks to shop with about 2000 other people...weh!

catching up with billings is almost over at work and i can now go out and have fun with my friends (yes! b-day party ni iya! looking forward to it!) and maybe i can catch up with what's going on in their life. (may bf ka na ba joko?)

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believe it or not i'm happy.....

getting to know him is quite fun and i'm enjoying it - taking my time but still looking forward to what can happen. ika nga nila "you never know what the future holds"

maybe getting pimped by your mom is like a sign or something and looks like everybody's moving on - enjoying life more and making it happen! (lets go!)

my fear at the moment? - that this is not a real thing.
 

barely breathing

working towards the end of the year is super hard - got tons of work and billings to align and collect! weh! since last week, i've been working from 7am to 8pm or later than 8pm which sucks because i'm so tired when friday arrives and i don't want to go out na! i just want to sleep and rest and watch tv and REST!

so anyways, wala akong social life for 2 weeks na so no kwentos and no chikas.

okay, maybe i have some kwentos...

- went to ad congress two weeks ago (can't believe two weeks ago na yun! weh!)

- my tito ico arrived from chicago, he'll spend christmas and new year here with us! yehey!

- my big bro is turning 30

- my mom pimped me with her classmate's son who is now texting me

- i love enteng and mang totong (our driver @ ad congress)

- some sad news about amy's mom

- no christmas shopping whatsoever yet for me, as in zero!

- i want a new cellphone and macbook