t.o.x.i.c.

the past 4 days have been hell for me....hahay!

4 days akong ot this week....hahay!

no gym either...hahay!

what's with this week at parang lahat ng tao gusto mag-shoot, gumawa ng ad, gumawa ng tv commercial at mangulit?...hahay!

yes most of the week, nakakunot ang noo ko...hahay!

pag wala ka pang talent, wag ng ituloy ang shoot...ok?....hahay!

i feel that sometimes my work sucks...hehe! but then i do have fun too...but then it can really drain me mentally and physically...

meron na akong collection ng autographed stuffs from celebs....hahay....panindigan ang pagiging casting coordinator! mwehehe!

astig yung mga pictorials ng cueshe for human, they all look great!

tita lita, from canada arrived last night. she will be staying at our place. hope she will have fun fun fun here....

ritz, dahil toxic ako sa work di ko natapos ang photo mosaic mo...at aalis ka na pala for u.s huhu! i'm sorry ritz, will try to make it habol next week

i need to be inspired!

buti na lang long weekend, at buti na lang nasa libis ako tom, sana naman i'll have a better day tom and on sunday and on monday! can't wait for tom.! hehe!

can't write anything any more, my head is empty and i'm so tired.

monday.overtime.toyo.

monday is an unsually toxic day for me...mondays are supposed to be a relaxing day for me to just get over the fact that the weekend is over and i have to once again be a alipin sa ahensiya.

i hate my ae, he is so damn stupid....sorry for being so mean but he is really stupid. my god! all the people here in the office knows that DOLE application will take 5 days but he keeps on insisting na 3 days lang daw....how stupid is that? damn! and please where will we find an infant talent in just 2 days? whoa! talk about being engot. hahay!

added stupidity, he keeps on moving time and date of shoot as if we own the talents....sana naiisip niya that our talents have their life too! hahay talaga! naku!

muntik na akong maka-sipa ng lalake! and for that matter a really big guy!

i'm being mean but sorry i have a lot of things on my mind and he picked the wrong day to piss me off....for sure i woke up at the wrong side of the bed.

now i really hate mondays! hehe!

overtime agad, monday na monday.... was not able to go to the gym... was not able to sight the cute PT tuloy. hehe!

monday is toyo day therefore....everyone is annoying, i have a lot of things to do, everything is on rush mode, i have a lot of things on my mind, i cannot think straight and i hate it!

the worse feeling of all is that i'm confused....so confused! i feel so down..hmmm....

this past few months, i'm always confused....hala! why o why!

i want to be inspired!

i have a thing for left-handed guys...probably a coincidence...who knows!

i have this feeling in my chest/heart that i cannot explain....i think i need a doctor.

promise to be in a better mood....won't try to kick anyone's ass today and will try to just be happy with my life....

i'm really moving on already, come to think of it, i should be glad
but sometimes i can't help to feel sad, confused and down
maybe i really need someone? or i just need to be inspired
now that's another thing to think of...

LSS: bridging the gap by solace (i never said i wanted to leave, i'm asking for one last reprieve, if you have to change everything, would it still be me....)

pati LSS ko senti anu bay yan!

toxic friday.lamesa dam.polar bear!

my friday is another toxic day at work....hindi naman maghoholiday pero tuliro na naman ang mga AE sa office!

meeting, overtime, meeting at more meeting pa!

at talagang dapat kahit toxic na ako sa work...meron pa ding dapat delivery sa shop....always na lang...dapat together ang pagkabusy! whohoho!! talagang when it rains it pours! panindigan!

gusto ko mag-gym nung friday pero hindi ko magawa and hindi ko din nagawa ng saturday!

saturday is meeting and shopping day....woke up early and went to qc area, then the mall and bought some essential stuffs!

went to fairview q.c. area after shopping and watched solace and jeazell's gig at lamesa dam....alone! pero buti na lang at andun si jeman at nakita ko ang aking high school friend na si PEEWEE! whohoo! at finally na meet ko na si sam....

ang layo pala ng lamesa dam...for more! pero keri lang kase alam naman ng driver ko yung way!at bago ka makadating sa ampitheater may kasamang semi hiking! hehe! ang layo ng nilakad ko and i'm wearing 3inches platform shoes...hahay! pero i survived!

carla and peewee....goofing around!

peewee is really fun to be with...ang saya saya...and he works at abs-cbn! he gave me an official pass for the event so i was able to access all the restricted areas!

but who needs the official pass if you're with the band? hehe! joke lang!

solace did a good job at lamesa, i enjoyed it...ganda ng boses ni chad and galing ni sam (biased! hehe!) and i also like yung bagong talent ng talentfolio, her name is jeazell grutas....she have a really unique and nice voice....coolness!

yahoo! mission accomplished in having my cd autographed by solace! thanks guys! (special thanks to sam for harassing his band mates!)

nagpapicture ako with teddy of rocksteddy to irritate my bro who hate their song! (thanks peewee for conspiring with me! mwahaha!)

ginawa akong official service ng talentfolio....hatid at sundo!...hehe! pero ok lang....malakas sa akin yung marketing nila eh...naks! marketing....new title! yes!

ang sarap ng favorite lechon manok ni mike na type din ni samuel...sr. pedro! yum yum! thanks jeman for the trivia! haha! at thank you pinatikim mo sa akin ang fave na manok ni mike other than KFC!

someone gave me a bottle of strawberry jam! yum! yum!

generally had a good saturday night....

with teddy of rocksteddy

and jeazelle grutas, talentfolio's new talent

with sam and chad of solace...

(terno kami ni sam ng suot, si chad inaaprove pa ang pic na yan!)

slept at around 4am sunday...and woke up at 830am...i'm not sure why i was up so early...4/12 of sleep lang yan ha...maybe because something is bothering me....hmmmm....

spent my sunday being a polar bear....

mom is at calamba, therefore we don't have food in the house...i ate dilis from thailand the whole day and some macademia nuts...

bakit nagbabasagan ng itlog sa ulo ang cueshe tuwing merong may birthday sa kanila?

cute cute ni mike sa SOP, at talagang madami siyang close up for more...pero bilib ako sa drummer ng paramita....drummer na singer pa hehe!...di bale si mike naman drummer na songwriter pa at panda sumo wrestler pa...lamang pa din si mike! walang tatalo! haha! bias!

7pm, listened to solace jam session at jam 88.3....good job solace! galing nila, infairness ang ganda talaga ng voice ni chad....kung anu nasa cd yun na din yun pag live! all of them are so so so good! go sam! and they are so funny! pero parang si sam at chad lang ang madaldal...mwhehehe!

mga 100 times ata ako na-greet sa jam...thank you sam! harhar!

malapit ko ng matapos ang photomosaic....500 pictures to go! good luck to me!

slept early last night!...hehe! naks! kunyari!...mga 1am tulog na ako. maaga na yun! hehe!

back to work na ulet! ang bilis ng weekend!

from unlimitext...

SAYINGS TO LIVE BY:

1. birds of the same feather are the same birds
2. do not do unto others what you can't do
3. an apple a day, is not an apple at night
4. when the cat is away, the mouse is alone
5. if others can do it, don't help
6. tell me who your friends are and i'll tell you mine
7. early to bed, early to rise makes you sleepy in the afternoon
8. ang ilog na tahimik ay malalim, ang ilog na maingay may naglalaba

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10 stupid things we always do:

1. maghintay ng taong nakatadhana sayo
2. magpakatanga sa taong walang kwenta
3. pakawalan ang taong nagmamahal sa yo ng sobra
4. magkagusto sa taong hindi para sa iyo
5. palagpasin ang mga pagkakataong maging masaya
6. pagpapanggap na di mo siya mahal kahit nasasaktan ka na
7. magmahal kahit walang kapalit
8. maging tulay ng taong mahal mo sa taong mahal niya
9. pakawalan ang taong sobra mong mahal
10. ipagpilitan ang sarili sa taong di ka kayang mahalain

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the best ang saying na pag maingay sa ilog merong naglalaba! hehe!

thanks joko for sending me sayings to live by...aliw talaga!

thanks ritz for the stupid things we do....sad but true!

tinatamad akong magblog kase meron akong pinakakaabalahan...hehe! guess what!

have to go to the mall and buy lots of cd's whahahaha! and burn sa weekend....

go to lamesa eco park or not?

so life goes on...

after the long holiday, life goes on....toxic pa din ang workload ko, i still don't drive and i still dont eat fruits...hmmm....

new songs on my ipod: sabihin mo na by top suzara, pwede ba by sopadish, when you're mad by neyo, far away by nickelback, the real thing by bo bice, bad day by daniel powter, nescafe jingle by hale, invincible by christian baustista, walk away by kelly clarkson, and the whole album of solace! whohoho! thank you limewire!

i know it's biased but i love pacquiao's san miguel beer commercial...aliw!, and i also like mcdo's mcjelly trio commercial...love the jingle.

nawawala ko ang album cover ng solace...i can't remember where i put it! damn! i think i have to buy a new cd for autograph signing purposes...how i wish mahanap ko siya! huhu!!

waaaahhh, i want to go to the beach, have fun and have tan lines....

i cannot take long leaves at work...huhuhu!

reunited...or should i say communication is once again open with gene....my high school soulmate? hehe! feeling ko soulmate ko siya talaga....he feels the same way too...rekindling huh?....best friends again? or picking up where we left off?....hehe! ewan!

soooo sleeeepppyyy! 4am na ata ako natulog kagabi.......hmmmm.....telebabad at text marathon pa din...hahay!

yes joko we're just friends...okay? wanna go to lamesa dam this sat? hehe!

nakakapayat ba ang puyat? oo di ba? then i guess i'm losing some weight? or hindi din?

MCC, wants to see me...but i can't due to heavy workload and sidelines...or ayaw ko lang talaga?hehehe! bad carla!

LSS: bad day by daniel powter (because you had a bad day, you're taking one down, you sing a sad song just to turn it around....) yan kase last song na narinig ko last night before ako matulog courtesy of samson...hehe!

plugging time!

SOLACE is about music that resonates from within. It is intense and intimate, as it is disarming in its honesty and unnerving in its sincerity.

Though musically superb, it has not lost “heart” as the album is not about catchy hooks and melodies, nor groovy bass lines, frantic guitars or polyrhythmic drum patterns, it’s not even about the moving chord progressions or the soaring yet soothing vocals. It’s about music that is fresh, cozy and comforting; new, yet surprisingly familiar. It is about good story telling.
The four-piece band has paid their dues and has poured in their wealth of experience and passion to give life to a collection of 10 original songs in an album called “Never Easy” under Paragon Music.

Composed of Singer-Songwriter Chad Cañares a dreamer who has honed his craft as lead vocalists of UK Lily -- a premier 80’s New Wave Band in Cebu; Guitarist Sam Codilla, who is not a 1st timer in the recording scene having been part of the band Roots that recorded under a multinational record label in the early 90’s; Bassist Rodney Vidanes and drummer Herz Fremista who have been nominated as Bassist and Drummer of the year respectively at the NU Rock Awards as members of the 2003 Muziklaban champion, Fusebox. Solace definitely captures the texture, depth and color of life with so much eloquence in music as they do with words. “Our music is our solace” the band says, “it is our source of comfort and relief.”

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holy week!

it's monday na agad?!?! back to work na naman! mwhehehe! how time flies pag wala kang work hehe!! happy easter everyone! hope you had a good vacation!

cool things to do during the holy week:

1.) go on a road trip with big bro, friends and family!

somewhere along SSH! with my big bro!

going anywhere! hehe!

2.) bisita iglesia! 14 churches! yeah!

church at macapagal ave.

3.) go to San Pablo Laguna and watch senakulo and procession (43 karos).....how pinoy is that?

@ the city of seven lakes - procession and senakulo....

4.) eat at jollibee and be obsess with taking picture with the bee...

@ jollibee san pablo..with the bee! yeah!

5.) tumambay sa convenient store para lang magpalamig....mainit sa labas eh...hehe!

@ san miguel food shop....libreng aircon...therefore we stayed there for like 2 hours? hehe!

6.) go and walk under the sun...summer naman eh....dala ka lang ng payong at shades...game na!

with det, peachy, chardy and the umbrella!

7.) text...text...text pa din and text! UNLI for more! be like the call center and be open for 24 hours....(marcoba and airoliv forever....whohoho!)

my battered phones...wawa sila...overtime sila over the long weekend! hehe!

8.) eat all you can....yum...yum...yummy!

@ saisaki/kamayan/dads alabang town center...with big bro and tin

9.) go to the mall magshopping at tumambay sa starbucks...

@ starbucks atc....with tin

10.) just relax, sleep a lot, and watch dvd....for more!

hanging out at the house...my room, the dvds, my so cute playmates....

long holiday....

welcome to my office table....

will have to clean my desk soon cause it's seriously so gulo...

hulaan nyo kung sino yung celeb pic na nasa table ko....hehe!!

i promise to clean my table after the long holiday...can you do it for me digna?

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for the first time in weeks hindi ako masyado nagtext marathon last night, instead nagtelebabad ako sa landline, at sa sobrang tagal ko ng hindi nagtetelebabad sa landline sobrang alikabok na ng phone sa room ko at parang disfunctional na siya hehe!!

went home late last night, went to the gym and had to wait for big bro to pick me up....

had to referee my big bro and his girlfriend last night, man it was hard...hehe! i don't know kase the whole story sa fight nila...i was so nervous, irritated and frustrated but happy too because they worked out everything on their own....hay! love nga naman...

Mr. i Cannot commit, is seriously willing to commit...naks! is that for real? sabi niya for real but let's see and i have to find out if he's really serious....hmmmm....the challenge is over or there is more to come? let's wait and see then...

last day of work today, will be off sa work by 12pm. will just hang out with someone, somewhere....i wanna watch a movie!

will miss my desk and my ever reliable computer....but i won't miss my toxic workloads!

Mr. COLUMBUS called me up last night, no sparks for sure but i'm having fun talking to him and nakakatawa yung mga stories niya....

his drinking streaks is still on, been drinking every night for 5 days already....kakaiba but really cool! wish i could drink like that....

agenda for the long holiday: clean my room before we leave for calamba, load more songs to my ipod, wash my havaianas, clean my ibook, text more for more...let's text marathon!, file my payslips and other important documents, read a good book, promote solace cd - harass friends to buy the cd, watch a movie, eat taters potato chips, fasting, pray more, try to go to vigils and sleep more.

i just want to share that i'm happy, i have never been better! i cannot believe i will be at this state of mind after what happened last year. i guess time heals everything and doing a lot of things and meeting new people really helps in the process of moving on and eventually letting go.

happiness is a choice.....

going to makati is a choice...if there's a will, there's a way! right?

makati is near, just ride the MRT....buy the ayala ticket, in no time nasa glorietta ka na. so close yet so far does not apply....

so disappointed....whoa! sad and disappointed! period.

where am i in your list of priorities?....

cubao is near...but it's your move this time...

LSS: papa cologne by parokya ni edgar (kung ang iyong problema ay ang iyong mukha, wag ng mag-alala pagka't andito na.....ang sagot sa lahat ng problema mo sa mga babae, ang gamot sa lahat ng pagkakabigo ng mga lalake....andito na ang papa...papa cologne...) funny! funny! funny song! hehe! love it!

today is the day! whoa!

i think april 11 is the day...

no words can explain how i feel, it's a mixed emotion of happiness, astonishment, pure bliss and confusion....it's finally achieving something you think you can't ever achieve, it's like getting something you wouldn't think you would get in the near future, it's like reaching the top of mount everest...hehe! hindi din! basta! unexplainable!

i think elmer rocks! he is so funny and so spontaneous too...god i was laughing really hard last night. yeah yeah, i owe you dinner...

i have to sleep early tonight, i have been on text marathon since last week and my eyebugs is getting big na and i might be anemic again! OMG! hehe! promise i'll try not to be on text mode later!

well i'm about to sleep na last night but nawala antok ko bigla... cause CLYG is finally on the no. 5 spot on myx countdown! whoho! finally! loading prepaids finally paid off! hehe! akala namin ni ritz tollgate na ang number one...buti na lang hindi hehe! bad carla!

did my celebrity rocker panda crushie really changed his number? but why? joko: have you figured it out already?

a lot of new people has been texting me at my sun number...nabalitaan ba nila na nagtetext marathon ako pag gabi? i don't know...they just text me. damn! i think i need to change my number..hehe!

i hope mr. deadma is having a better day today. c'mon dude, loosen up and live life one day at a time...stop it with your long term goals...hehe! bad talaga...sige lang i will support you pala just don't be too deadma....it's irritating!

last song syndrome: REAL THING by BO BICE (tell me what we got, tell me it's a lot, tell me it's the REAL THING.....)

i hate torpe guys....

MR. COLUMBUS is still texting me...and he called me up too...what's with that? nothing we're just f.r.i.e.n.d.s. well he's my friend...he is!

my motorola razr is beeping, may new message ako, kanino kaya galing...hmmmmm....

i want a new havaianas...i have to control myself!

i want to eat mushroom ravioli from CPK!....

busay and vincent wants me to go with them and go gimik somewhere....they will treat me daw and i can watch any band that i like...hmmmmmm....and for that i'll go for hale...hehe! bad talaga....cueshe pa din of course, i just want to watch hale and compare? hehe!

i'm so sleepy....one week of sleeping just 3 hours a day is bad!


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taken yesterday...
with paul and pareng nikko (the two black guys!)
parang mga bouncer ko noh? hehe!
paul napapadalas ata ang dalaw mo sa office ah?
miss mo na agad ako...kidding... miss mo na kami....
si paul estyudante na ulet at muntik na akong isama sa DLSU....
buti na lang napigilan ko ang kanyang masamang balak hehe!

someone

someone told me that nice people are sometimes taken for granted....

someone told me that he loves me...but i don't...is that bad?

someone went shopping spree last saturday, not me!

someone told me to buy solace album and i did....it's nice...i love never easy and radio!

someone approached me at the mall last saturday...an old friend who i haven't seen in a long time....he looks great!

someone bought a new shades....

someone is bored and i can't do anything about it...

someone wants a pair of havaianas...and i will try to give him one! yeah!

someone has been drinking...non-stop every night since friday....and i wonder what his problem is...

someone wants company.......

someone might actually commit...hehe! nah! hindi din! suntok sa buwan!

someone wants to be my friend...go! the more the merrier!

someone is jealous...i didn't tell him to leave twice? right? not my fault!

someone asked me if i'm scared....honestly? i kinda am.

someone wants to know my work address...and why? i didn't give it though, find it out the hard way! darn..i'm bad!

someone told me that he will drop by my house...and he actually did! i can't believe it but he did!! i'm pleasantly surprised...

TGIF? hindi din....i love you sabado! yeah!

friday is toxic day at work, i have about 5 shoots? oh my....set cards everywhere....tiring!

it's not thank god it's friday...it's more of i can't believe it's friday and i'm stuck at work til 10pm....and guess what? i'm here at work....on a saturday...hell yeah!

and as if i'm not tired enough, we still have to deliver some orders sa shop....when it rains it pours....

i need a stress reliever...someone? interested?

good thing though that i had a very good night sleep last night...well i didn't sleep early kase i made kulit THE IT....he played a trick on me kase...so ayun gumanti ako! hehe! at siya ang sumuko..hehehe!!

i'm yet to find out the true identity of THE IT....pero honestly nice naman siya....pero still meron puzzling about him.....

slept at 330 am and was up by 645am, by 9am i'm at work na!

i'm getting to know someone...a new friend....interesting yes, but it's too early to tell anything yet....i have to get to know him more just that for now it's just interesting, and i definitely want to know him better....with or without benefits....for more!

iba ang feeling pag natapos mo ang isang project...lalo na pag biglang iniwan ka sa ere ng coordinator and you have to finish everything by yourself. Whoho!! accomplishment, even wella was touched. naks!

may benefits ang 2 ang cellphone....trust me! i know!

masarap magtrabaho ng sabado kase walang istorbo na tawag ng tawag sa local ko, walang nangungulit sa email, walang naghahanap sayo sa reception at walang carla ng carla...

maybe i should be a tour guide, madaming gustong magpapasyal sa akin eh...but the bad thing about it is that i'm so stupid with directions and road names...how can i get around the metro then?.....not a good idea....

i hate the idea that i was not able to go to the gym today...no treadmills?

it's palm sunday tomorrow...don't forget to go to church.

i want to watch solace....i hope merong southside na show!

where is the love? i don't know...it's somewhere there?.....

someone asked me last night: are you in love....well someone else knows the answer...am i?

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with paul and marge

paul my ex-officemate dropped by in the office yesterday....

he is now a freelance producer

when paul was still working at HCI, he and marge is the loveteam to beat!....

guess who started pairing them?....sayang nothing transpired.....bagay pa naman sila

paul said some really nice comments about me, and for that i made him kulet over the cell last night....thank you for the nice words you guy!

nakakamiss si paul....

goodnight sleep

for the first time in weeks, ang aga ko natulog last night....my big bro even called me up today and asked me what's wrong with me and i go nothing and he said you slept really early kase last night...hehehe...i replied i'm okay just tired and sleepy...i love my big bro! so concern always.

dahil nakatulog ako ng maaga last night, good mood ako ngayon, medyo pasaway mode din!

sorry sa mga halers sa candymag.com....nasa mood ako mambara ngayon, therefore iinisin ko sila...mag-aala rubenloveedudes ako....psycho! hehe!

good luck nikka on your CT scan today, i know that you're okay and that the pain your feeling is just due to stress, tension and guys that give us all kinds of pain hehe!

just found out that tito benny might go back for a vacation next month! whohohoho! it'll be fun for sure! sana matuloy.

had to go to BF and deliver some stuffs last night before going home...

masarap ang mama sita's lechon sauce ha, in fairness yummy siya sa bagnet...

mauubos ang epass mo pag pumunta ka ng las piñas, makati, batangas, makati tas las piñas ulet!

ayoko ng masyadong makulit, it's annoying at sana lang wag tawag ng tawag ha! hmph!

i need practice....

i can be whatever you want me to be....let's dissect? ayoko...wag na lang....hehe....

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taken at araneta coliseum, band explosion 2006

with the best drummer in the world...(naks!)

learnings

Gateway is the place to be

No car? MRT is the way! game!

Dont be paranoid

The movie hills have eyes is really gross

Pag sinabing 2-3 person ang serving ng food sa Superbowl believe the waiter please

No car pa din? MRT ulet!

Its fun to make office calls at the Coffee Bean and Tea Leaf.

Bought a silver pentel pen for future use, its good to have one really!

Bawal maaddict sa pabango ng katabi mo! hehe! bad!

You cant be too sensitive. Will somebody teach me how to be insensitive! darn!

Band aid can save the day

Color Pink is for tough guys and gays too! for more!

Another sleepless night for me

Telling someone how you feel is sometimes not the right thing to do

Dubai is at United Arab Emirates

Im starting to like white shirt and you know why!

Masarap mag-gym ng 6:00 p.m

Vote for cant let you go at MYX, just type MYX VOTE CANTLETYOUGO send to 2366
Calling ILTD club,vote tayo please!

Clean nails is a must? why? but then again i have clean nails so who cares?

Love comes in different packages, you cant have it the way youve expected it.

jollibee.goodnight sleep.gratitude bar.quote

with mah new boyfriend

ay mali pala with jollibee pala...

kawawang jollibee napagtripan ko....

i love you jollibee...

good morning for me, had a good night night sleep! may advantage pala ang hindi makasend ng message via sun kase nakatulog ako ng maaga...hehehe!! at buti na lang ubos na ang UNLIMITEXT ng mga friendship ko...i'm dead na naman pag nagload na sila....

was able to read two good emails from my yahoo mailbox....thanks ritz!

meron talagang psycho sa mundong ito, i thought sometimes i'm a psycho ako pero meron palang mga tao na 24/7 psycho! hehe!! hindi nga meron talaga...hehe!!

toxic sa work! waaaahhh!! hindi ko tuloy nakulit mga tao kahapon!

SOMEONE ACTUALLY DID THIS: while driving my car, I got out and jogged beside it while it was still running, but there was an incident one time, I fell and my car left me. GUESS WHO?

can't wait for tomorrow but i don't know what to expect pero exciting...hmmmmm....it's a make and break for me...which one will it be? abangan!

just found out yung location ng GRATITUDE BAR in paranaque pero ang pinakamalupit dun nalaman ko din that the band will perform with baywalk bodies and ynez veneracion...ok na yung kay ynez...we're kinda aware of that na....pero baywalk bodies....hmmm...shall we still attack?? girls what you think?....

if we do attack dapat ata attire natin yung katulad ng nagfront act sa padis point las pinas....hehehe!! (this song is by alicia KEY......where's the s?......beernaked anyone?)

i can't remember qualification number one sa ILTD club.....it's bad right?

i believe that love built in good foundation lasts - mr. quotable quotes (may thought for the day siya parati eh....)

weekend.life.childrens party

SATURDAY

woke up at 7am and hit the gym by 730...was not able to sleep well but the hell with it, gym is the place to be. i need to release all the tension and stress that i'm feeling and i can very much do that by running in the treadmill and lifting all those weights...naks macho! hehe!. was able to chit chat with a guy from the gym...(i can't remember his name)...he got weird moves.

spent my afternoon chatting and chatting and chatting...discussed with iya and joko the qualifications of joining the ILTD club....i'm afraid of number 3 but number 2 is spooky as well...hmmm...let's represent.

april fools day victim ako ni iya at joko!....happy april fools again!

chatting is fun and stimulates my mind....for more!

all girls are right for me...ay kakaiba na talaga ito, another mind boggling quote from mr. i cannot commit or should i say mr. quotable quotes? hehe! ewan! i don't want to think anymore, no more thinking...ooowwsss...and you mean? hehe!...no more thinking okay!

saturday is remember carla day..people from my past came back......to haunt me??....nah...to add more color in my life...naks...
adrian came back after a few months of being AWOL, to make up for love time and lost love?...joke..he immediately bought a sun sim card and the rest is history. easy ok?!
nathan is back as well! i can't say anything other than i'm glad that he's a changed man! he stopped drinking na in the middle of the day and that he's finally working na! whoho!! libre libre! i'm still wondering though why he changed his mind and started living his life like normal people do. why o why?
pareng bim dropped by the house to invite me to his party he was having...
kuya benji from new york texted me too...state quarters coming up...yahoo!!
yes, adette will check cellphone prices for yo....promise!

assunta de rossi is so annoying...hay! i cannot describe how engot she is...duh!

ice age rocks!

i cannot believe that nowadays hindi na pala talaga uso ang ligawan (courtship)...am i getting to old or just a little bit too traditional? it was sooooo weird and spooky at the same time! no way!! but then again i think it's the way now....

i still want that getting to know you stage....kilig kaya yun....

i tried to sleep early....really tired! but darn....my cellphones keeps on nagging me...UNLIMITEXT...seriously i think may muscles na ang thumb ko..

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SUNDAY

woke up really late....11am! hehe! i'm sleep deprived so that's okay...not feeling that well, my throat is aching and so is my head...had brunch with mom...watched tv and surf the net...bum around my sanctuary...

4pm is party time.....children's party that is! mwhehe! went to green meadows to attend my bossings only daughter's 7th birthday! (happy brithday andrea!)...mingled with a lot of kids...and i had a good time...the best day i had that week. it's fun to hang out with kids because they don't pressure you at all, you just play around and have fun and no worries....great!

picked up aiko near her place. RV is so big na....so taba...so kulet!

amy brought ashley with her...she's sooooooo like a bulldog...really! ....not just because his dad...ah never mind!

i love jollibee...he's so adorable!

kinareer ng mga taga-harrison and mga parlor games...sorry marge for losing 165 pesos...binawi mo naman sa pagkain eh..hehe!!

have to rush off at around 630 to attend another children's party near our house, this time it's my inaanak's 2nd birthday...how time flies talaga..one year na pala ang double mcdo party ko.....hmmmm....

good to see old officemates and friends....

watched cluadine and raymart's wedding...comment: they seemed to be really inlove with each other...nice wedding...classy and elegant!

i realized that i love MB-100 color green van...and you wonder why...

slept late again: mr. mushroom kept on calling me on my sun, it was okay...i feel bad about what he's going through but i cannot really be waht he wants me to be, not this time....a lot of things is going on.

finally fell asleep at 230 am....woke up at 4am...i tried to sleep again...finally woke up at 630am...monday na naman...working day again!

mike and the band are leaving today for dubai...actally they left na talaga....6am! good luck guys..i'll be praying for your safe journey...i will miss you panda drummer...hehe! rock on!!

me with the kiddos!!

this is how you remind me

Its not that I wont, but I cant and you mean? cant get this out of my mind and its totally annoying! I kept on hearing and hearing him say this, naka-rewind mode ata yung utak ko. Hala! I dont want to wait, what if IT never comes? Im more confused than ever and I just cant get it out of my head and my heart I guess.

I dont ask for anything more than a person can give to me, if I give more than he can then its fine with me.

Girls just want to find their prince charming/ knight in shining armor and since prince charming is oh so perfect we can settle for someone who can loves us unconditionally, who cares for us, who can be there for us and just make us laugh…im not looking for a prince charming....its more of Im looking for someone I can grow old with. But then I again I can always change my mind right?

Confusion is the act of confusing or the state of being confused.

wow! april na pala, how time flies when you're having fun??!! wwwaaaaahhhhh!! happy april fools people! time for resbak! joke time!!

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this is how you remind me….

Iam everything you want, Iam everything you need, Iam everything inside of you that you wish you could be, I say all the right things at exactly the right time, but I mean nothing to you and I don’t know why

tease me, by holding out your hand, then leave me or take me as I am and live our lives stigmatized

was I out of my head? was I out of my mind? how could I have ever been so blind? I was waiting for an indication it was hard to find

youve got to get yourself together, youve got stuck in a moment and now you cant get out of it. dont say that later will be better, now you're stuck in a moment and you can't get out of it

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with my original cebuanos Brielle and John! Adorable guys and so lambing too. I guess cebuanos are like that talaga…hmmmm…no comment!