life goes on...

so i visited kulot the other night at her workplace and
this is how excited we areto see each other, weirdness! hahaha!
anyhow, i shall make yaya joko to hang-out at
miki's starbucks turf really really soon!

look how populated metro manila is, view from our office
parang one side of the metro lang yan. weh!
at wala pa akong anak nyan ha, wala pa akong
contribution sa population. hahaha!

with some of my cousins from calamba - xmas 2007

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• totoo talaga, pag nagawa na once pwedeng gawin ng paulit ulit, it's a sad thing though because he fought for her hard - super hard. i'm still hoping for some sort of quick fix or permanent fix that can salvage them but in the end it's all up to both of them to fix what they have.

• she looks stupid - she should have a life and not be available all the time. ang pathetic!

• i'm not sure if i can be what he wants me to be. if i can be in his life the way he wants me to, or if i can love him the way he does - time will tell. 

• no new years resolution for me - just save more and spend less. hahaha!! and try getting into a photography seminar of sorts or photography class anything that can fit my schedule.

• yeah i've been blogging everyday - halatang nasa bahay lang ako at nakatulala. just kidding. i'm going to cook today! for the medya noche tomorrow, naks! hahaha!

• irritated with loud noises, i don't know why but it seems that people are shouting, talking loud and it's irritating. weh! i want peace and quiet and just QUIET!!

still christmas fever

been on a very long vacation from work - no more work for me since december 21. hahaha! i still gots 30 days of vacation days, maybe i can extend it til next year so that i can use it for bora trip! yehba. anyways, i told my driver to pick my pressies at work yesterday and i still got lots of presents from co-workers/collegues....yehey merry christmas pa din.

me got the following: a really cute pink shawl, a very sosyal cup and saucer set, a bottle of wine from marks and spencer (my 3rd bottle for this season - akala ata ng mga tao ay lassengga ako!), a big tupperware of green halls candy, lots of chocolates (as in plenty!), a book, a foot spa GC, 2 perfumes and some cutie clips.

feeling a little under the weather yesterday, probably becasue of the bad weather last 27th, feeling better now but i bit tired from all the daily activities that includes cleaning my room! hahaha! yun na ang pinaka nakakapagod sa lahat eh. hahaha! i swear during the christmas season parang bodega yung room ko sa dami ng gifts at kalat at stuffs - getting there, konti na lang mukha na ulet siyang room.

anyhow, im feeling rather clueless and confused at the moment. currently dealing with a lot of emotions and unexplained ka-chuvahan. still happy but confused about a lot of things.

tagaytay.starbucks

went to tagaytay for photo practice/road trip....supposed to meet up with joko and miki for our annual xmas chuvanessesess but joko bailed out - manlilibre na lang daw siya ng breakfast, lunch at dinner sa january 2008! yehba! let's go jokoness! 

pictures from tagaytay sucks - it's raining hard kase.
but i had uber fun and enjoyed the rain too. hahaha!

visited miki at her starbucks turf - shell mamplasan, southbound! hahaha! super excited kami na makita ang isa't isa na parang hindi kami nagkita nung december 19 (iya's b-day salubong) - anyways hangout with her during her break and finally nameet ko na si ian at nakuha ko na ang starbucks planner na pressie ni miki plus a cute red bag and yummy chocolate! yehey! merry christmas to me talaga! sobrang happy ang pasko ko kahit single ako. (asus!)

lookie my starbucks planner rocks! hahaha!

xmas time in the city

merry christmas everyone! had a great christmas which was spent mostly at our house and at our compound in calamba, was able to get awesome gifts which made me feel really special and blessed. wuhooo! ang saya sana talaga everyday christmas though tataba talaga ako ng sobra dahil sobrang dami kong kinain super! anyhow super masaya pa din and merry christmas again.

awesome gifts as follows:
violet ipod shuffle, benetton perfume, cmg silver wallet
2 cool jackets from & britney cd from joko

not in pictures:
4 awesome cute shirts, a starbucks planner from miki,
lots of foods, a cool cute notebook, cellphone kikay chuvaness,
picture frame and a magnet. yehey!!

it's raining cell!

yehey for new cellphones!
have two new cellphones - nokia 1200 & E61i...
i still have my other cellphones,
didn't sell anything and don't intend to.
we got mom a new cellphone as well - as christmas gift,
then i bought kuya a cellphone as well - as my b-day/christmas gift!
in short, tiba-tiba si ate na binilhan namin ng cellphone sa atc!
hahaha! that's it - addict eh! hahaha!

party! party more! party harder!

pre-christmas chuvaness @ hci

hci/mwg christmas party @ warehouse 135

iya's b-day party salubong @ tides - bf pque

marvil graphics/flowerscape x-maws party @ homebase!

'tis the season to give

okay so almost 5 days to go before christmas - not that excited but i want some gifts!!!

my christmas wish list:
1. macbook (leopard thingy!)
2. new cellphone (smart phone would be cool!)
3. pop 9 lomo camera & oktomat lomo camera (please buy at team manila, jupiter st. makati city - it's cheap there!)
4. all around lens for my SLR
5. 120mm films (can be bought @ fuji ylk main store @ sto. domingo QC)
6. big wrist watch (fossil or guess can do!)
7. charriol bracelet/ring
8. wallet
9. lots of shirts/blouses/tops
10. jacket
11. memory card reader
12. memory stick organizer
13. maroon 5, incubus and jt's concert tickets (please please! make me happy!)
14. red cute tumbler from starbucks! (ahem, may discount ka ba ace?)

o! shopping na!!

six cycle carousel

so when will this end
it goes on and on...
over and over and over again
keep spinning around i know that it won't stop
'til i step down from this for good
-six cycle carousel, lifehouse

he said: "i'm starting to move on..." (and i wonder, will he ever get over her?)

he said: "ikaw lang ang kinukulit ko!" (hmmmm....so yung iba hindi mo lang kinikulit pero may something?)

he said: "sa'yo ako nag-eenjoy..." (o hala, let's go na sa jollibee - chicken joy na yan!)

he said: " i can't say no, i can't say yes either, i'm starting to move on pa lang diba?" (sabi ko nga eh - kase naman bakit makulit ka carla. hahaha!)

she said: "there is this pain in my heart that i'm not supposed to feel but surprisingly it's there and it's making me sad...."

she said: "i know that i don't have the "k" to feel what i'm feeling but i'am feeling it and it scares me."

realizations: takking to him makes me wanna listen to my ipod - senti folder please!, i want to give him urbandub's new album (just a little shove!), i want to spend a day with him - get to know him more, in the future - take it to the next level! (anung level yun? abangan!)

lighter note:

i'm almost done na with my christmas shopping - immediate family members na lang, some good friends and myself.

i miss joko and miki and our get-aways.

i wanna go to a photography seminar of some sorts or a class or exhibit. expand knowledge!

ayoko na masenti! rant! rant! rant! waaaaaaaaaah!!! (okay hindi yan light but take it!)

penny for my thoughts

hmmm...though ang baba na ng exchange rate, sayang pa din ang penny!

anyhow, still liking the getting to know stage. sana getting to know phase na lang forever and ever. para less complications, less worries, less expectations, less pain, less lahat....meaning less love? hmmmm...ayoko ng less love. ay complicated ito!

excited to see joko, miki and iya (possibly chuck) on wednesday..in my mind i'm singing "reunited and it feels so good...."

loving urbandub's new album - i'm so much more that what you get to see.... - anthem

what is an open relationship? is that healthy? (knowing myself, hindi ata ako pwede sa OR)

kuya's 3oth b-day - 12/14/07

new on my ipod: jay-z's american gangster album, kyla's heartfelt, nina's barry manilow alubm, dishwalla's and you think you know what life is about album, copeland's dressed up and in line album, 6cm's magsasaya album, hopia mani popcorn 2, parokya ni edgar's solid album, pupil's wildlife album, angels and airwave's i-empire album and some old school opm.

happenings (meron?)

kuya's 30th surprise b-day party was a blast. except for some psycho people everything else was great. it was really touching to know that my big bro was actually sad to find out that we can't go out and have birthday dinner with him...buti na lang talaga merong surprise party otherwise sadness pala si big bro! i love you kuya! happy 30th! (pictures to follow!)

almost done with my christmas shopping, almost meaning i still need to buy A LOT of christmas gifts, plus wrapping the gifts pa and giving them out. i spent the afternoon with my mom and big bro at the mall doing some shopping and all i can say is that it's ridiculous to go to the mall if it's christmas time - i swear muntik na akong mamatay sa sikip ng mall. anyhow, we decided to go home quite early because it sucks to shop with about 2000 other people...weh!

catching up with billings is almost over at work and i can now go out and have fun with my friends (yes! b-day party ni iya! looking forward to it!) and maybe i can catch up with what's going on in their life. (may bf ka na ba joko?)

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believe it or not i'm happy.....

getting to know him is quite fun and i'm enjoying it - taking my time but still looking forward to what can happen. ika nga nila "you never know what the future holds"

maybe getting pimped by your mom is like a sign or something and looks like everybody's moving on - enjoying life more and making it happen! (lets go!)

my fear at the moment? - that this is not a real thing.
 

barely breathing

working towards the end of the year is super hard - got tons of work and billings to align and collect! weh! since last week, i've been working from 7am to 8pm or later than 8pm which sucks because i'm so tired when friday arrives and i don't want to go out na! i just want to sleep and rest and watch tv and REST!

so anyways, wala akong social life for 2 weeks na so no kwentos and no chikas.

okay, maybe i have some kwentos...

- went to ad congress two weeks ago (can't believe two weeks ago na yun! weh!)

- my tito ico arrived from chicago, he'll spend christmas and new year here with us! yehey!

- my big bro is turning 30

- my mom pimped me with her classmate's son who is now texting me

- i love enteng and mang totong (our driver @ ad congress)

- some sad news about amy's mom

- no christmas shopping whatsoever yet for me, as in zero!

- i want a new cellphone and macbook

  
  

thanksgiving+myx mo 2007

harrison thanksgiving 2007

myx mo 2007

NOW?!?! i'm on my way to subic for ad congress 2007! go harry! hahaha!

ILTD sugarfree edition

i love kaka! yun lang masasabi ko!

what's going on?

Joko bought me this dymo labelmake rand it’s addicting! Hahaha! I labeled all my office stuffs and some of my lomo gadgets/films, practiced a lot kase practice makes perfect! Mwahaha!!

I bought 3 more lomo cams – 1) fish eye 2, 2) action sampler with flash and 3) super sampler. I just finished my first roll via the three cams but yet to develop it since i have to find time to go to digiprint but i'll try my very best to do so....excited na din eh! wuhoo! walang sense mga first picture! i just want to see how my babies work!

Since MIA ang internet and other system programs sa office – nanuod na lang ako ng season 2 ng heroes! Waaaaaaaah!!! Loves it! Episode 1-7! Yehey! Kwento ko na?! hehehe! Wag na madaming magagalit!! (lalo na si joko!)

beyonce experience

I watched Beyonce’s concert last night with joko, kiti, dino and lester – a total BEYONCE EXPERIENCE! The best concert evar!!! (okay, I said the same thing about fall out boy’s concert – but please understand that their genre is totally different!) anyhowzer, I love beyonce!!! Waaahhh!!! Her booty dance still lingers in my mind and it’s oh so fine (in a very non-lesbian way) Internet connection is still MIA here at work so I can’t upload pics yet (sorry joko,dino and kiti) but I promise to post them ASAP. As usual super work-out ang concert because of all the dancing and shouting and camwhoring. Ang saya – worth every penny (piso for that matter!)

trick or treat.lomobabies

annual trick or treat thing @ my workplace was held last friday! weh, parang kailan lang tas halloween na ulet tapos christmas na! waaaaaah! ang bilis ng panahon, i'm going to get old again!

trick or treat 2007 - mwg/hci

currently addicted to lomo cams and when i went to teammanila's new home yesterday i can't help but buy lots of lomo...waaah! super nice pa ni jeanger kaya mas lalong napabili plus the fact that they have super uber cheap cams as in cheapest in the market. now i'm in search of the cheapest films in the market as in pinaka-mura to the highest level. no pics yet of my new gadgets but i'll post muna pics of my 1st lomo:

pretty in green - my holga

(taken with my slr)

me and holga (naks! parang tao!)

still breathing

i started my first tv project last week, so far so good and i'm learning a lot from the project. hopefully, i can manage all my jobs and still do the things that i like such as hanging out with my friends and experimenting with my gadgets.

i've been going to work quite early for the past 3 days, i'm trying to cope with the humongous paperworks that is now my responsibility since i'm also handling broadcast, still trying to adjust with the load so i have to make a few sacrifices which includes going to work at around 7am.

today is our trick or treat day @ work, bought about 600 worth of candies for the kiddies. excited to see the kids all dressed up and excited to get uber plenty of candies.

i ordered a bunch of film for my holga, they are quite right - it is addicting. now i want to buy all the lomo cams available in the market. well, at least five of them....i wonder if someone will be kind enough to be my film supplier - ahem, joko? kuya? mommy?! hahaha!!

i will try to go to hidalgo before the year ends, i want to buy kahit 2nd hand good lens for my slr which i've been neglecting since my lomo arrived. (i love you pacey!)

the sisterhood and brotherhood of mike cap is back! yehey!! ressurected and looking for more friends (or victims) who can wear the cap! yehey!

went to tagaytay with joko, doinee, kiti and aby
had this really yummy and freezing dinner somewhere
(sorry, forgot the name of the resto!)

oh, look my first pics from my holga

now i'm hoarding films! bad!

if you asked me to

Used to be that I believed in something

Used to be that I believed in love

It's been a long time since

I've had that feeling

I could love someone

I could trust someone

I said I'd never let nobody near my heart again darlin'

I said I'd never let nobody in

But if you asked me toI just might change my mind

And let you in my life forever

If you asked me toI just might give my heart

And stay here in your arms forever

If you asked me to

If you asked me to

Somehow ever since I've been around you

Can't go back to being on my own

Can't help feeling darling since I've found you

That I've found my home

That I'm finally home

I said I'd never let nobody get too close to me darling

I said I needed, needed to be free

But if you asked me to

I just might change my mind

And let you in my life forever

If you asked me toI just might give my heart

And stay here in your arms forever

If you asked me to

If you asked me to

Ask me to, I will give my world to you baby

I need you now

Ask me to, I'll do anything for you baby,

for you baby

If you asked me to

I'd let you in my life foreverIf you asked me to...

move it! move it!

dear friends,

there are days that i might be toooo buuuuuusy to even reply to your text messages, emails, ym and other communication chuvaness but please don't fret, panic, feel deprived, be sad or even get mad....i'm just too damn busy with work and i will reply and catch up with you guys pag may time na ako. please understand that i'm currently handling two jobs rights now (2 departments) and sometimes when it rains it pours - meaning sandamakmak ang work at deadlines. i still would love to hang out with you guys, but if possible please give me advance notice or kidnap me so that i can be with you - my friends. i will try my best to read your blogs, multiply, friendster shoutout and comment sa mga love life nyo or dramatic breakdown. okayness? o cia cia mabuti na ang malinaw!

love, carla (a.k.a workaholic)

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okay...so we are in the process of rekindling our friendship, all i can say is he is working on it via sending me his/their schdules and update. ME LIKEY!

it looks like everybody's trying to get close and really working into building a good relationship with me, and i do appreciate all the effort but it kinda scares the hell out of me simply because i can't be with him and vice versa but then maybe the satisfaction of exerting effort and the no regrets bullshit is working on him, so my stand would be - you can get close but can't touch.

their relationship is getting sour and it's sad to think that it's because of the wrong assumptions from really stupid embicile people who doesn't want other people to be happy. yes, they are selfish son-of-a-bitch and it's frustrating how they keep on doing this on other people - people that they are supposed to care about, people that they need to care about whether they like it or not. darn their stupidity! (really irritating!)

don't judge the book by it's cover! (hell yeah!)

find out muna what the problem is before you fire someone! the thing is, if you will base it on the moral standards or how one carries their relationship...you should then fire SIX (wait, let me count them)....yes 6 of your so-called employees.

let me tell you - KARMA IS A BITCH!

me want a macbook badly....as in bad bad bad! bawal ako ma-sad at pumunta ng mall! no!!!!

new on my ipod: alter bridge's black bird album, jennifer lopez's brave album, natalie imbruglia's glorious album, babyface's playlist, radiohead's rainbow, britney spear's original dolls album, britney spear's blackout album, and some old school hard core rock album

evolution!!

long weekend....kaya joko and i decided to hang out, kasama namin si dino and abby!

we went to UP (unibersidad ng pilipinas) for a carla viloria-hindi-taga-UP-tour

taga UP kase si joko, abby at dino, pero sa totoo lang hindi ko naman naintindihan ang

tour nila dahil parati sila nagdedebate kung anung pangalan ng mga building at kung

masarap ang pagkain sa bawat building....buti na lang natuwa ako sa pagkain ni mang jimmy, ang dessert sa chocolate kiss at ang oblation camwhoring ko!

kaya mahal ko na ang UP!!

so after UP we then headed to Metrobar to watch our cebuano guys....
grabeh two months na akong walang gig...kamusta naman yun di ba?
si jovan bago na ang hairdo, nainggit sa buhok ni kulot.

medyo pumapayat si jay, ganun siguro ang epekto ng kaka-taping sa kanyang new teleserye.
gumaganda na naman ang boses ni ruben, effective siguro ang vocalization niya.
si mike pumapayat ng slight at may pasalubong from cebu! yehey!!!
oh, and thank you boksny for the free entrance! wuhooo!! leveling!
masaya pa din magcamwhore kahit super one million pics na ata ang meron ako
with the band...hahahhaha!!! fun fun fun!!