the cycle

me devouring cupcake again.....
sorry i love it talaga, plus bought some for trina and hayden!

it's the same modus operandi only there's a slight difference on how they deliver it but at the end the purpose is the same - no to commitment. how am i taking it? i wanna see him yesterday for the lone purpose of pushing him off the escalator or ledge or something high. seriously, i'm disappointed 'cause i thought he'll be different - you know with his knowledge, experiences and other stuffs but then again life is full of surprises.

dreading the phrase "i told you so..."

it's really the same cycle, it goes on and on and on. sabi nga ng lifehouse..."so when will this end, it goes on and on, over and over, and over again....keep spinning around, i know that it won't stop til i step down on this."

someone asked me "how sure are you that you're worth it?" - (take the risk and find out!)

did some book shopping at fully booked last night!! yehey! bought all the books from the gossip girls series, fun siya basahin kahit parang young-adult ang genre nya. hahaha! really! and i will try to read books again. seriously!

i love shirts from ZARA - and this means less savings for me. nooooooo!!!

bruce is finally out of PBB...sorry but since i hate wendy kinda hate ko na din siya and i know that wendy will be sad since bruce is out of the house already! yes! i hope on thursday it's wendys turn to go out! yes!! go mickey and gee-ann!

at zong and new fully booked @ fort bonifacio

b-day ko pa din

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CUPCAKES FOR ME!! YEHEY!!! WEEH!!

(OKAY, BELATED BIRTHDAY CUPCAKES)

life it seems

went dvd shopping last night at ruins:

i got new season of the oc, lost, smallville, greys anatomy, desperate housewives, csi miami, csi las vegas, csi new york, entourage, house and gilmore girls.

then bought new series to indulge in...laguna beach, heroes, ugly betty, veronica mars, the sopranos and bones.

lastly, bought tv series that i love...dawson's creek, beverly hills and melrose place.

no more money for me.

new albums on my itunes (tamad maglipat sa ipod - kase i'm waiting for my new ipod! ahem!)
gym class heroes, cute is what we aim for, saoisin, and soundtrack of step up.

i cleaned my room last night.... look what i discovered...

and i must update my photo murals.....will prolly take up all the walls in my room

oh i'm reading again. bought 3 books from powerbooks last friday. fun! it's been a while since i last used my powercard and i need to go through my harry potter books in preparation for next month's release of the last book. yehey! can't wait - about a month to go!!

i got lots of work and lots of things to do and lots of meeting, it's a good thing though because it means growth for our company and more so lots of bonus! yes! i wonder what i will but on december? (at wishful thinking kahit tagal pa ng december)....laptop sana but naisip ko ang price ng laptop ko ay pwede ng downpayment for a condo - which i'm saving up for and will probably be the first thing na bibilhin ko na may worth talaga.

i hate wendy. (yun lang masasabi ko!)

and so it goes on and on....

1.) my b-day @ 19 east, the boys carried me like i hit a jackpot or something,
gusto ko pa naman ng buhat mala-serena type. hahahaha!
2.) sexy back pose with cueshe at ang kamay ni jay...hahahah!!!
3.) b-day dinner with family @ dampa after church 4.) me the b-day girl
5.) me and my b-day donut boobs from jokoness (sweet!!)
6.) my beautiful b-day flowers from my staff....sunflower!
7.) para san pa na COO ako di ba? kaya nice flowers for me!
8.) joko and i having fun and bonding @ 70's bistro
9.) celebrating independence day @ 70's with joko and iyaiyayow
10.) herald the bedans coming...hahaha! iya and moi...bonding time!

iya analyzed mr. mysterious and ms. uncertain's situation....hmmmm...anu nga ulit iya yung findings at conclusions mo? hahahahha! ang alam ko lang ay windang tayo lahat. ay sus!

"DO YOUR BEST AND GOD WILL DO THE REST" - yes, very true. more so if you exert effort and you deserve the blessing - and based from experience/experiences....amen to that.

i'm saving up for things that will make me happy and make my life easier.....

i have a new inaanak....wow haba na ng list ah, but my prob so far concerns what i should give a baby that has everything and can get anything.....pwede kiss na lang? hahahahha!!! pasaway!

yehey! trillianes won! go mga pasaway!! (seriously...i voted for him!)

hoping and crossing my fingers na manalo si pimentel versus zubiri....(no to boom tarat tarat)

choose your battles. know your self worth. improve yourself and know your edge are some of the things i learned this week and i plan to practice it.

im currently watching prison break -season two. wafu ni wentworth at addicting siya. next stop dr. house then must buy new season of one tree hill, lost, desperate housewives, the oc, lost, csi miami and las vegas, veronica mars, gilmore girls, grey's anatomy and smallville. yes, ubusan na naman ito ng sweldo. (ot pa!!)

i want a new bag! a new lacoste bag! (and still a new phone, laptop and portable dvd player)

new on my ipod: rihanna's new album, kelly clarkson's new album, enrique iglesias new album, if i were a carpenter album, tribute to beatles, paramore's riot album and some old school alternative/rock songs! (80gb coming soon! can't wait)

after more than a year....

after more than a year and after just being paroled (forgiven due to good conduct), he's at it again asking me the same thing - "let's put it into action cause nothing has changed...." i'm not sure what's up with him and his so-called gf but i guess they are not that okay and i've been hearing a lot of buzz about it too. suffice to say, i still said no and i think that's my 120th "NO"... i'm not sure what's with me and him getting into it - me? i don't really think or dream about that but i guess he has this thing with not getting what he wants. super persistant and good memory.

he said... "mahirap pala maging stick to one, madaming temptations...ive been always been tempted by you....are you tempted as well?"

as i said before, what we have is something i cannot define and what he feels towards me will always be a mystery however what i feel for him right now is uncertain.

LSS ON THIS SONG:

How many times

Did we give up

But we always worked things out

And all my doubts and fear

Kept me wondering

If i'd always be in love

So many tears i've cried

So much pain iside

But baby it ain't over 'til it's over

ain't it over, til it's over - lenny kravitz

06.10.2007

happy birthday to me!!!
my wish? secret....though i want a new phone,
new ipod and new laptop. hahahaha!1 (that's wishful thinking!)
it was a great day!! i had fun fun fun and more fun!

oh and i did redeemed my territory!! (yes! sucker!!)

that's the way love goes

i'll never get over you, getting over me....

we deal with heartaches quite differently, while some tend to lose their control and do stupid things, others tend to deal with emotions head on - either violently or by eating lots of food and listening to cheesy songs while staring at old pics and reminiscing good times or talking to someone as to how one can get over ex-lover. i would probably do the dealing with emotions head on by eating and shopping. hahahaha! i'm just amaze with how i get over with old love - flings - even crushes - without doing anything stupid. and even my horoscope stated that...

"Your devil-may-care attitude sometimes could bring harm to yourself -

you tend to live on the edge sometimes."

i tend to live on the edge sometimes? i'm not really sure about this....(maybe?!)

anyhow, we really deal with a lot of things differently, especially when it comes to LOVE - getting it and getting over it. (which sucks!)

his baby is super cute! and he kinda looks like him - especially the eyes and how botchog the baby boy is but let's see in a few months, and he got lots of hair. chinito boy!! i love chinito boys!

turning 26 in 5 days. no plans of doing anything. just be with my friends. family. and more friends. and food! hahaha! yes! there must be food! (and gifts? yes?!)

went to tagaytay with my lovely friends - joko and miki last saturday!
a saturday get away / road trip...we went to calaruega,
fantasy world, taal vista lodge and starbucks (to visit uly!)
fun bonding time! i'm missing my sexy poses!