girl time!

girl time at last! =)
shopping, pedicure and more shopping with joko
and then dinner with iya, kassy and joko
yummy qoola courtesy of kassy
and more girl bonding!
i love my girls! miss you guys na agad!

post v-day

yes hubby gave me some flowers for v-day, which is a big SURPRISE!

slowly but surely.

almost there but not quite yet.

happiness is a choice.

i'll try my best to wait patiently.

life is better without you. thank you!

love is all around

so it's almost valentines day and love is all around.....

SING IT PLEASE: i feel it in my fingers, i feel it in my toes, love is all around me, and so the feeling grows...

daming pressure at expectations pag valentines....whew.

it's not one of my fave holiday....sad magexpect kasi! cliche!

and for trivia: no v-day celebration for me ever....i don't know why...well maybe meron but nothing that is memorable or so. i don't know why! no v-day that is memorable? that's bad. there's a lot of b-day celebration that is really memorable but no v-day? wow!

nakakasad ang valentines noh?

buti na lang kasabay ng chinese new year, deadma na lang sa valentines.

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on random thoughts:

addicted to dairy queen and it's all mike's fault. =)

i want steak, the cheap one, the one in the food court! just because.

i miss UP fair!

i want a happy ending for K and D. compromise. make it work. wag matigas ulo ha!

moving to the other side tomorrow. hhhhmmmmmm....i wonder....

still no massage....must go to the spa and use my GC....soon!

i love you caitlin, even if you're awake almost the whole day and my arms really hurts from carrying you the whole day....you're a big girl and still growing.

okay, i must sleep because caitlin might wake up and my arms and back needs rest!

i love you blog! happy valentines to you my blog!

DON'T LOVE YOU NO MORE (I'M SORRY)

DON'T LOVE YOU NO MORE (I'M SORRY)

For all the years that I’ve known you baby
I can’t figure out the reason why lately
you’ve been acting so cold (didn’t you say)
if there’s a problem we should work it out
so why you giving me the cold shoulder now
like you don’t want to talk to me girl (tell me)
okay I know I was late again
I made you mad and dinners thrown in (the bin)
but why you making this thing drag on so long (I wanna know)
I’m sick and tired of this silly game
don’t think that I’m the only one here to blame
it’s not me who’s been going round slamming doors

That’s when you turned and said to me
I don’t care babe who’s right or wrong
I just don’t love you no more

Rain outside my window pouring down
what now, you’re gone, my fault, I’m sorry
feeling like a fool cos I let you down
now it’s too late to turn it around
I’m sorry for the tears I’ve made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
you made it clear when you said
I just don’t love you no more

I know that I’ve made a few mistakes
but never thought things would turn out this way
doesn’t make sense to me now that you’re gone (I see it all so clearly)
me at the door with you in a state
giving my reasons but as you look away
I can see a tear roll down your face

That’s when you turned and said to me
I don’t care babe who’s right or wrong
I just don’t love you no more

Rain outside my window pouring down
what now, you’re gone, my fault, I’m sorry
feeling like a fool cos I let you down
now it’s too late to turn it around
I’m sorry for the tears I’ve made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
you made it clear when you said
I just don’t love you no more

Those simple words hit so hard
they turned my whole world upside down
girl you caught me completely off guard
on that night you said to me
I just don’t love you no more

Rain outside my window pouring down
what now, you’re gone, my fault, I’m sorry
feeling like a fool cos I let you down
now it’s too late to turn it around
I’m sorry for the tears I’ve made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don’t love you no more

good times

with my best friends
february 7,2010

i super enjoyed our tagaytay trip yesterday.
i missed my girls, too bad kwe was not there
but it's still all good. and fun fun fun!

i love lomo, buzz, my panda whistle, carlos pizza,
green halls, enteng, uly, margarita, tita mirriam,
special hot strawberry drink from starbucks,
smb light, cold tagaytay weather and my girls! =)

good vibes

yehey! finally moving on. an answered prayer and thank God for that.

excited for more home improvements! =)

hoping for more bonding time though! i miss you so much.

i miss hanging out with you. and talk talk talk. i miss you!

okay, let me just say that i'm super excited for sunday! weeeee!

i plan to consume like 5 rolls of films! go lomo!

i want kimono ken's tofu thingymajig.

i want to win a nokia 5230! please God and Mo Twister. hahaha!

i just got some of my lomo cameras! weeee. thank you virg!

i love my skittles, enjoying it while blogging.

i'm also currently watching true blood, and then vampire diaries.

i still miss you so much.

okay, good vibes on! forever!

break!

break! break! break! break!

looking forward to our tagaytay trip over the weekend, i'm excited to be with my girls.

looking forward to meeting kassy's bubu.

excited to lomo again. weeeee.

i want to feel tagaytay's lovely weather.

i miss banio kreek and karaoke with miki and joko.

i want to food trip with llb.

let's visit uly and gail! our fave baristas!

tagaytay will always be my happy place =)

i need a break. i'm excited to have that break.

walang kokontra please! i deserve the break.

hello february!

hello february! i can't believe we're on the second month of 2010 already! the month of romance! 13 days to go til valentines day! 

caitlin's growing up so fast, she can now lift her head and shift it when she's sleeping on her stomach. she also shifted her diaper size to small instead of newborn. she now weighs 4.2kg or 9lbs and she is already 21.75 inches long. she can finish a big can of similac advance in just 6 days with breastfeeding. let me just say wow! growing so fast. 

i miss taking lomo pics and the excitement of going to digiprint to have the films processed and the joy of looking at the pics after a few days of developing it. i wish i can go some place where i can lomo a lot. i miss you lomoraphy. i miss my analog cameras, it's still in our place at las pinas...need to make room for them here at my new home. let's lomo soon!

i miss you glee, please come back soon.

i miss my girls! it's a good thing that i had a chance to spend quality time with joko last thursday but i wish i can see all my girls real soon. i miss hanging out with you guys!

i want an ipad. and a blackberry.

i love ranting here in my blog! thank you blog!

the past

stumbled upon this photo
and a whole bunch of other awesome pics!
i miss you boracay!
i miss partying good and hard! it's been a while!
though i love being a mommy =)

then i reread my old blog entries.... 
brought back lots of good and bad memories.
mostly of things that lead to me being with mike,
our struggles to make it and how happy he makes me.
sometimes i still can't believe that i'm now mrs. manaloto
i refer to him a as a friend in some of my entries,
but now look at us....no longer friends. hahaha!
we've been through a lot since day one. (literally!)
hoping for the best =)

uneasy

writing here is therapeutic. i'm so glad i'm back to blogging. i love twitter but oftentimes 140 characters are not enough to express what i feel plus everything i write there are being scrutinized and some thoughts are misunderstood. 

i would like to think that slowly, everything is going to back to how stuffs are used to be but then i still feel uneasy and confused. most of the time it doesn't feel right, things don't add up and it's weird. i don't want this. i hate this.

i'm missing a lot of things. i'm longing for a lot of old TLC. i'm praying for it every night.

maybe this is just a phase, or maybe not. i don't want to think anymore. i'll just hope for the best, pray harder and keep quiet.

i miss you. i still do.

i'll wait for that day. i'll try to wait.  

my drama queen

sometimes

sometimes even if we think everything is okay, it's still not okay.

sometimes you just need to accept that things have changed, and embrace that change.

sometimes i wish that things don't have to change, that nothing has to change.

sometimes i pretend to be happy, even if i'm hurting so bad.

sometimes we chose not to say anything, because it will do us no good.

sometimes it hurts so bad, you just want to let go.

sometimes i wish for more time, time to be happy and enjoy the moment.

sometimes i want to talk to you, but you don't have the time and energy.

sometimes i hope you think of me, and not judge me.

sometimes i can feel the pain, i just shrug it off and show off a good front.

sometimes i'm numb, i don't want to feel anything anymore.

sometimes please think of me, be with me, talk to me, be your old self.

sometimes is not good thing, it's a bad sign of things yet to come. 

Missin you

I miss talking to you.

I miss you.

Share something with me.

Lets talk. Lets bond.

I miss you.

hello blog!

i miss you my blog! i miss ranting here! i miss writing here!

so i'm back with a vengeance and i'm here to stay....

2009 is obviously a super busy year for me: i got married, moved to quezon city, i stopped working and then unexpectedly gave birth. i barely had a chance to catch my breath or more so write nor update this site but still it's all good. i would say 2009 are full of life changing decisions for me but so far so good...there are complications, problems and misunderstandings but that's all part of change and change is good, change is inevitable. indeed life is full or surprises, so far all good surprises =)

more good surprises to come! =) see you soon my blog! 

my new baby

caitlin mikayla viloria manaloto

12/10/09 - 3:34 pm

5 lbs 10 oz (2552 gms)

9 inches (46cm)

makati medical center

promise

i promise you my blog,

kahit addict ako sa farmville, cafe world, fishworld, tumblr at twitter

ay hinding hindi kita iiwan.

sorry kung hindi ako masyado nakakapost

but i love you my blog! (senti mode!)

recovering

our kababayans are still recovering from typhoon undoy, then there's this tsunami in samoa island and then earthquake at indonesia.....what's happening? it's scary but it made me realize that life if indeed short, expect the unexpected, God is still the best refuge, i'm so lucky and i should share my blessings. 

let's continue praying and share what we have to victims of typhoon ondoy. we can do this!

Filipinos unite! let's go! 

finally

08/08/09 - cebu city

thank you to all the people who came to our wedding....

we appreciate your presence.

thank you dad, mom and kuya for the love, support and more love.

thanks joko for helping me with the preparations, 

for driving me around metro and for listening to my rantings.

thank you mike for organizing our wedding and for everything!

i love you babe.

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i'm back!

hi blog!
i've missed you!
i'm back....
don't be sad...
i just need a break and been very busy!

let's bond! again!

later!

been around

franchising seminar @ gh, late lunch @ cafe ysabel,
bridal registry thingymajig @ rustan's makati

fitting with the girls, brunch @ banapple,
cruise @ rockwell, late lunch @ sex, bf

28th with my girls since mike is MIA.
dinner at chelsea market, condo sleepover.

designer hopping with joko and kas! whew!
lunch @ chocolate kiss and dinner @ jap resto, bf!

plus been eating a lot, lot lot!
dinner at fely j's with joko, mia and kas.
party at workplace, yougart and fries everywhere,
lots of ice cream and chocolates! go truffles!

craving for aristocrat chicken barbecue & kare kare!
zong's seafood noddle, panfried chicken,
garlic kangkong and shrimpy!

yeah, matakaw ako! yummy!!