Thursday, January 28, 2010

uneasy

writing here is therapeutic. i'm so glad i'm back to blogging. i love twitter but oftentimes 140 characters are not enough to express what i feel plus everything i write there are being scrutinized and some thoughts are misunderstood. 

i would like to think that slowly, everything is going to back to how stuffs are used to be but then i still feel uneasy and confused. most of the time it doesn't feel right, things don't add up and it's weird. i don't want this. i hate this.

i'm missing a lot of things. i'm longing for a lot of old TLC. i'm praying for it every night.

maybe this is just a phase, or maybe not. i don't want to think anymore. i'll just hope for the best, pray harder and keep quiet.

i miss you. i still do.

i'll wait for that day. i'll try to wait.  

No comments: