after more than a year....

after more than a year and after just being paroled (forgiven due to good conduct), he's at it again asking me the same thing - "let's put it into action cause nothing has changed...." i'm not sure what's up with him and his so-called gf but i guess they are not that okay and i've been hearing a lot of buzz about it too. suffice to say, i still said no and i think that's my 120th "NO"... i'm not sure what's with me and him getting into it - me? i don't really think or dream about that but i guess he has this thing with not getting what he wants. super persistant and good memory.

he said... "mahirap pala maging stick to one, madaming temptations...ive been always been tempted by you....are you tempted as well?"

as i said before, what we have is something i cannot define and what he feels towards me will always be a mystery however what i feel for him right now is uncertain.

LSS ON THIS SONG:

How many times

Did we give up

But we always worked things out

And all my doubts and fear

Kept me wondering

If i'd always be in love

So many tears i've cried

So much pain iside

But baby it ain't over 'til it's over

ain't it over, til it's over - lenny kravitz