Friday, December 08, 2006

life.love.others

wow! maybe it's true, time flies when you're having fun.
christmas is fast approaching and i somehow don't feel it yet. well, i can definitely see decorations and stuffs but it's not there yet - at least for me.
it's gonna be a hectic december for sure - christmas parties, christmas dinners, shopping, gift wrapping, budgetting, still budgetting and more budgetting! hehehe!! (saving up for my 10mp digicam! waaaah!)
my life is generally okay but you know it could get better, but then contentment is the key word in my life and i still believe that happiness is a choice.
love is here, there and everywhere.
when the going gets tough, the tough get going - IT'S ALL IN THE MIND.
i got some serious decision making to do regading a lot of things in my life and i have decided to postpone everything til next year, this decisions will probably more or less be for my future and a definite sign of growing up/getting old. (which sucks, mind you!)
i will start reading again! and i mean it! hehehe!
why do we keep on holding on to someone who we know will never take us seriously and will never let us be a part of his life completely? why do we love someone when in the beginning we are aware that they can never be ours? do we also crave for pain to assure ourselves that we are alive? are we stupid or just plain risk taker?

joko wants me to find someone who will replace her happy batteries, tough job! hehe!

i'am happy. mom said i've been generally happy the past week. what can i say? happy!

2 comments:

Tsep Joko said...

ahh. carla.. may ikwekwento ka ba sa akin?

:)

29_bullets said...

wala po akong kwento, ikaw may kwento ka ba? hehehe!