it's not that bad, after all i don't look 25 hehe!
i want to get drunk on my 25th birthday,
i want a lot of books, i want to go on a road trip,
i want to watch cueshe, i want to parteeh,
i want surprises, i want to have fun fun fun!
be my friends, family and everyone who cares for me...
the past weeks has been a blur for me
i have been busy with a lot of things
and at the same time a lot of emotions are stirring up inside
a lot of things going on my mind...
i still have a lot of workload that i tend to sometimes ignore
i don't know why in the past weeks i've been lacking the drive
to work hard like i used to do, i prolly need to go on a vacation
and see how it goes outside my office.
i want to go to the beach! and to tagaytay!
my mom asked me the other night if i wanted to study again
probably get a masteral degree or a second degree or something
i'm not sure if i wanted to study again,
i should be ready mentally, emotionally and physically...
i told her i will think about it, but i know i should take
the opportunity and study again...whew!
but the thought of doing thesis all over again...hahay!
SONA at work yesterday is very emotional,
russ is leaving us and it sucks.
a lot of people are crying and is sad about the news.
our excoms cried which i think signifies a lot of things...
someone told me yesterday that my defense mechanisms
are ON, could it be that i'm trying to be weird about
something? or is it because i'm unsure/confused?
i really have to figure out my state of mind,
i'm basically going with the flow which i think is bad and
dangerous, i should not do it so i have to disintegrate my mind.
i don't know why i can't think straight, i feel like i've been drugged
and i'm not thinking clearly. i'm not myself.
i want to pick someone's brain, and asked him why he thinks
the way he thinks...hehe! i want to see what's inside someone's
heart and find out if what hes feeling is true.
i don't want to think about the 'lil drummer boy anymore,
will just pretend that nothing bad happened....
i want to be a mind reader like brenda of pinoy big brother,
that would be so cool and freaky sometimes.
i want to learn how to smoke, but nobody wants to teach me,
joko and sam are passing up on me, miki will you teach me?
i want to lose 5 more pounds! go carla! stop eating!
but then i want a vanilla ice cream or something from icebergs....
whoa. yummy! yummy!
i have a lot of things to do at work! hahay! i don't feel like working,
but i have no choice and i have to.... :c
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movie (silent hill) + timezone = sam and carla @ g4
when he looks at me his brown eyes tells his soul...
8 comments:
haha! so start of wala akong boyfriend, hence walang makakatuyo sa akin hehe! bad!
sad talaga ang SONA at medyo okay na ulet ako sa work ko! oha! hehe!
if i teach you to smoke, joko might rip my head off. :P
cmon miki, i won't tell joko and sam! game?
secret lang natin!
ayos ang secret. nasa weblog! :P
at nakita ko na siya.
no smoking.
you, miki should quit.
you, carla, shouldn't even be thinking about it.
yes teacher joko!
you're lucky that you're not a smoker. wanting to smoke now would be extremely stupid. wag na!
hope you clear the mind-clutter. =)
miss you iya! mwah!
hope to clear my mind clutter too!
woah!
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