friday madness

so life is still rocking and rolling for me....

work and panda is good
there is some ajitness in my family but still good

went to watch the boys @ rcbc and tiendesitas last friday and
i had an awesome time with joko, kas, miki and carlo.
was able to see and talk to cathy as well and it was nice. 

we did this really funny parking lot prank sa van ng boys
its was hilarious and i must say very spontaneous. fun.

i love spontaneity. love it. love it.

on the way home, we did some random analyzation of a lot things
and sadly, he remembered. i felt it, joko felt it, kas felt it.

yes, i think it's time for plan b....lay low!
as i told you, if it's meant to be - it's meant to be.
i hope pagbalik mo, mas clear ang lahat.

me @ smx convention center
tired but still very cute. hahahaha!

carlas WISHLISTS

universe please help me.....
and yes i will try to save more money. promise!


plueys

rangefinder/russian cameras

fed 2 or any other feds

kiev-4

petri 35

zorki 4k


toywatch



shure earphones

or

skull candy earphones


lc-a fisheye adaptor


tunnel vision lens


horizon perfect lomo camera


tripod for my slr and other digital cam


nikon d90 or any new awesome digital camera


elikon film camera


charriol bracelet and ring


toywatch ulet (cute din to e!)

quality

i'm not going, i know it will be advantageous to my careeer but it's not all about the money. maybe this will be a challenge for me, to make it big without having to re-locate.

spent quality time with people i adore yesterday. had an awesome night kahit na sobrang lakas ng ulan. cute ng pink payong niya, it's something that i can think of whenver i'm sad. hehehhe. cutie.

did not go to work today, i'am lazy and i want to pig out. bad bed weather.

its cozier at our new work station only because sobrang "tyt" namin sa isa't isa but it's all cool i really like it. we're cute kahit compacted kami sa creative area.

joko wrote this really nice entry at her multiply blog and i quote:
"Ganyan kayo, pero di niyo alam, pinahahalagahan kayo nung tao. But don't you understand that he's fighting for something that makes him happy? And for the first time in a long time, sure siya? It's not about how they look, but how they both make each other very happy. Pero bakit parang siya, ayaw nyo maging masaya?"

you're right joko, i deserve to be happy and he's making me happy and i believe that i make him happy. i dont expect this to be fixed in just one snap of my fingers but i hope someday we can all just talk and be friends because in the first place you never gave me a chance to be one. i really don't mind you being part of his life, for as long as you know that i'am now in his life and you can't do anything to make me go away. life is full of surprises cope with it!

whatever happens, whatever it is that i need to decide on - i will always include you in my decision making because you are an important part of my life. because you are my other half.

gab

say hello to my favorite inaanak, gab!

(all together now.... hello gab)





she's a very intelligent girl, before she turned 2 years old she can already
talk and can associate names with people, can identify colors, animals,
things, remembers details etc. she just turned 3 last july
and she's already studying. i think may pagka-genius siya...
manang-mana sa ninang. mwahahahhaa!
oh, and she's a camwhore too like me....obvious ba?

moving on

finally moved to the other side of our office

to give in to our office renovations....
for the first time, excited ako pumasok ng work
kahit monday because i want to see how we'll function as a whole
ngayong tyt kami. sabi nga nila sa harrison: tyt tayo! hahaha!

awesome pics that inspires me to work hard (and party harder!)

not applicable

hindi na applicable sa akin ang theme songs ko:
migraine by moonstar88
the promise by nfg
say ok by vanessa hudgens
pasubali by spongecola

now looking for new theme song or songs
i guess i'll find at the right time - yes?

but i'm open to suggestions

say a little prayer for me/us, we need it.

addict-ing!

my new addiction

twilight series

yes, i'm back to reading books.
ganun talaga pag inspired. (echos!)

my panda is addicting as well.
(cue song: hinahanap hanap kita by rivermaya!)

RANDOM KWENTO/RANTING:
happy with the rehabilitation - no more alcohol,
or at least not much alcohol if di talaga kaya...
happiness. happy. contented. let's go!

kakaiba ang gig the other night at phi bar,
sobrang first time ever! ever ha. as in ever.
at first cueshe gig din ni carlo!

at kakaiba din si nurse joko.
senyorita siya talaga sa totoong buhay
pero may transfomation na naganap bigla na kakaiba!

may isa pang kakaiba, kakaiba dahil nung wednesday
biglang nabuhay ang mga patay. talaga! promise!

september 17.
09/17.
ika -17 ng setyembre.
09.17.2008

commit.committed.commitment

commit.committed.commitment
is a blur. baka nakalimutan ko kase contact lens ko.
hahahha. shemays.

sad ako
pagod din
sad at pagod.
weird feeling.....

nakakaloka.
weird yung pakiramdam.
wwwaaaaahhh....
pero madami pa din akong nagawa ng trabaho.
(attempt to distract perhaps?!)

okay enough ranting.

gusto ko magleave ng one week at mag dvd marathon
yung walang liguan at walang labasan sa room
sino gusto sumama?!?! (sige, pwede maligo para di hassle)
taralets! sagot ko na dvd, dvd player at kuryente. hahahha!

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh.... yun lang.

monday uh-huh!

my monday is full of drama. but good drama. weeee.

as usual despite of everything, we bonded more.
more love. more good things. more.
my knight in shining armor! hola!


monday karting! wwweeeeee!!!


full moon last night. awesome ng moon

welcome back miki! how's the country of pasig?
mwahahahhaha! addict!!


nice meeting you carlo! see you around!
remember...magpa-insured ka na. mwahahha!


dinner at SEX! (don't panic baby!)

private life

the beginning.
violent reactions? keep it to yourself or rant in your own blog
better yet make everyone happy and just die.

stop and stare. stare a long time.
starting today, my life will be just for my friends (true and not pretentious)
my family, people who cares for me and random strangers
who can read my mind because all my entries will
just be feeling or random thoughts that psycho people
will never get since they are stupid, feelingera and not part of my life.

same goes for my other online account.
multiply, facebook, friendster, myspace.

get a life. cause i have mine.
happy that you are not included in it. (even if you're trying hard to be in it)
and looks like someone is starting to let go of psychos too.
don't make me laugh. yes, you make me laugh than piss me off.
stop. or you'll be more sad. (then more pathetic!)
oh, by the way....i just learned that i have the power.
(cue song: i've got the power.....)

okay, let's move on. yes?......
time to move on. move on and accept that i'm the winner.
(and you're the loser!)

through good and bad

friday was a hectic day for my social calendar highlights as follows:

- attended uno's hottest women thingymajig at a.venue hall, makati. thanks miki for the vip awesome list, wish kasama ka namin and yeah as kassy would say, "lots of hotties in the area, let me get one!" hahahaha! panalo ang hirit ni kas forever.
- bar hopped to bureau for the launching and as usual vip list kami ulet - thank you kassy for the dj connection. bar hopping cmon!
- joko's car got this little problem so we had to improvise to go to morato, which nagawan namin ng paraan because we're awesome.
- so our driver on the way to morato rocked! sobra! "it must have been love, but its over now...."
- watched our cebuano boys and happy to hear their new cover songs! yipppeee awesomeness. at least paid off ang practice almost everyday. had fun at their gig. super fun. 
- went to wake of boksnys dad after the gig with the boys minus ruben and jhie. all i can say is that we bonded in that wake. ibang level ng closeness after.
- felt good to be there for boks, kase inaalagaan naman talaga niya din kami ng sobra. will never forget zambales and oktobefest plus all other in between. hope you feel better boks!
- universe is awesome, because even if 5am na ako umuwi - parentals is still cool and we pushed through our thing as planned even if he has errands the whole day. thank you for the nice nice sweet night.
- he is awesome. bow. speechless ako eh. ask me na lang what i feel.

thank you happiness

i just would like to thank my friends who are always there for me whenever i need to rant and share my problems (na hindi naman talaga problem i think...)

thank you joko, kas and miki. i know you've been there for me since the beginning - lalo na si miki and joko. alam nyo ang mala-soap opera kong buhay (naks!)

thank you to my mom for being so understanding. love yah! (thank you family!)

thank you KFP for always reassuring me that whatever happens we're a team. i appreciate it.

thank you for trying to mess with me or us - because we are getting closer than ever. thank you.

thank you for proving to the whole world that you are an asshole, that you don't deserve whatever it is that you are desperately trying to get.

thank you guys (people who loves me) for always reminding me that i deserve to be happy and i deserve that happy ending even if everything is still uncertain - i just want you guys to know that i appreciate it.

thank you MBM for making me sooooooooo happy. blessed to have you in my life.

just in case, at least alam nyo how grateful i'am for everything. life is good. GOD is good.

9-11

Simple, cut through, brilliant and full of heart.


"They hit the towers, but missed the heart."

oh yes!

oh yes, may topak ako. (uh huh, don't fucking mess with me!)

kelan pa naging healthy ang beer?

fine, pumayag na nga ako na healthy ang beer, pero hindi pa din okay.....

so sue me.

pissed off.

not a good a idea to mess with an anemic girl, with tons of workload and monthly period.

i'm not sarcastic, i'm actually being supportive.

aaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrggggggggggghhhhhhhhhh!!! gggggggrrrrr!

enough!

09-13-08

september 13,2008 is the DATE.

life is still awesomely good

octoberfest pics

random pics from our friday night bonding time
dinner at racks, octoberfest at ortigas, midnight snack at mr. kebabs
(yes, another pawisan bonding with GRGS!)

we are moving to the other side of our office since the other side will be under renovation starting september 13. in short, we are sorting out kalats and not kalats and putting them in boxes - lots of boxes. excited for our new and improved office come november 2008.

can't help to camwhore
since na-amaze ako sa daming ng boxes sa office namin,
sobrang dami talaga parang hindi na kami babalik. hahaha!

RANDOM THOUGHTS:

habang pinipigilan mas lalong nangigigil, kaya wag ng pigilan please?

parating nanalo ang good people sa dulo - parang sa movie! at totoo din yun sa real life.

gusto ko ng harana - sobra. c'mon. please? hahahha!

can't believe that avril is now dancing.....yeah. dancing while singing!

have sore throat, i hope i don't get sick.

i need to talk to joko....where are you joko??!! help!!!!

surprise! i want surprise!! waaaaah!!!

he said: i want you to be happy, i don't want you to be sad that's why i'm not doing the things that makes you sad.

i said: pwede naman kaseng happy everybody but they don't get it.

still good vibes. still happy. still steady.

yeah, everybody seems to love me....
(ganun talaga pag cute! hahaha!)
i love you too richard!

oktoberfest 120

olats ang oraganizer ng oktoberfest. sobrang olats to the highest level. buti na lang we rock at nagawan namin ng paraan otherwise sad kami. pero hindi din siguro since awesome naman kami whatever happens. (yeah, humble pa kami niyan!)

amazing ang pasalubong from greenhills and awesome new gestures. amazing.

amazing ang boys sa amin! bouncers cum security.

anyhow. more kwento later. im still sleepy!

i love third eye blind!!!!!! waaaaah!! semi charmed life!

thanks guys for another awesome night!

some kind of wonderful

good news from work: salary increase! weeeeee!!! love it! hahaha! yes, i'm a workaholic hence i know i deserve it (wala ng kokontra please!)

going to watch third eye blind on friday. weeeee. can't wait. semi charmed life is awesome!

marge is not moving to mccann, yehey! cue theme song: if we hold on together......

new term: HARUTAN (define harutan please!)

fondue - harrison style!

suprises are amazing. right? right? (right.....)

LSS: pag SINASAKTAN mo ako, yan ang GUSTO ko (ay sus! ay sus!)

what he did yesterday is cute. he trusts me and he wants me to be happy - yes....so delete it!

i have a new theme song, courtesy of miki (hindi salot ang mga kulot - don't be a hairists!!!) - anyhow, presenting my song:

MISERY BUSINESS by Paramore

I'm in the business of misery, let's take it from the top
She's got a body like an hourglass that's tickin' like a clock
It's a matter of time before we all run out...
When I thought he was mine, she caught him by the mouth

I waited eight long months, she finally set him free
I told him I couldn't lie, he was the only one for me
Two weeks and we'd caught on fire
She's got it out for me, but I wear the biggest smile

Whoa, I never meant to brag
But I got him where I want him now
Whoa, it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now
But God does it feels so good
'Cause I got him where I want him now
And if you could then you know you would
'Cause God it just feels so...
It just feels so good

Second chances they don't ever matter, people never change
Once a whore, you're nothing more, I'm sorry that'll never change
And about forgiveness, we're both supposed to have exchanged
I'm sorry honey, but I passed it up, now look this way!

Well there's a million other girls who do it just like you
Looking as innocent as possible to get to who,
They want and what they like, it's "easy if you do it right"

Well I refuse, I refuse, I refuse!

Whoa, I never meant to brag
But I got him where I want him now
Whoa, it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now
But God does it feel so good
'Cause I got him where I want him right now
And if you could then you know you would
'Cause God it just feels so...
It just feels so good...

I watched his wildest dreams come true
Not one of them involving you
Just watch my wildest dreams come true
Not one of them involving...

Whoa, I never meant to brag
But I got him where I want him now...

Whoa, I never meant to brag
But I got him where I want him now
Whoa, it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now
But God does it feels so good
'Cause I got him where I want him now
And if you could then you know you would
'Cause God it just feels so...
It just feels so good

hang-over

hang-over pa din sa eraserheads concert, gusto ko ng part 2!!!! waaaah!!! anyways, natutuwa ako ulit ulitin panoodin ang mga vids sa youtube. sobrang natutuwa. addict!

more awesome vids at:
http://www.inquirer.net/vdo/player.php?vid=1486&pageID=2

awesome concert pic ats:
http://spoonmachine.multiply.com/photos/album/39/Eraserheads_Reunion_Concert

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hang-over sa mga harassments, hirap pala maging masaya. daming kontrabida. bow.

sabi nga niya: baby don't be scared, of the things that could go wrong along the way.......
you'll get by with a smile, now it's time to kiss away those tears goodbye....

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hang-over sa trabaho. padami ng padami ng padami ng padami. pero okay lang kaya pa naman.

business is good also. thank you clients for making my atm happy. happy. happy. happy.

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hang-over sa camera. dahil gusto ko na naman ng bago. hmph.

joko, shopping on sat? yes?

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hang-over sayo. addict sayo.

awesome!