last friday was a memorable night.
a lot of unexpected things happened last friday, saturday and yesterday. things that i never ever thought would happen - ever. i guess some good things never last but then it is sad to know that she has reached the limit, that there is a limit to begin with...i thought what we had is something that will go beyond this lifetime - something that our grandchildren can still share....i guess i was wrong and proves again that nothing is permanent in this world, in our life.
needless to say, i was not prepared with whatever changes the world wants to offer - none of us were but as they say, life must go on - life will go on and as humans we should try our best to cope and adjust to the changes in our life.
i cannot really explain what happened - i'm lost for words, or maybe i'm just really lost as to why such a happy friday night turned out to be a crossroad for most of us. things happened so fast, one minute we were laughing, the next we were literally hoping we'll make it alive and then there's blogging and more blogging. and then after two days.....lost.
maybe last night is the closure we are all hoping for, maybe it's a new beginning for all of us...whatever it is, i know that god knows what's best for all of us and maybe it's his way of letting us know that some things are not just the way we think it is, some people are different from what we perceived they are and it's god's way of letting me know that i'm a stronger person than i think i'am.
i don't think i did something wrong other than being me - the real me. the way i acted last friday is the usual me - maybe a bit hyper (but i'm always hyper) but it's still me. if i teased too much or laughed too much...it's just right for the situation since it's a happy friday night, we are all teasing each other and laughing the night away. i guess, i can't please everybody and i can't make them love the real me.
as my fave song goes: "you've got to love me for what i'am for simply being me, don't love me for what you intend or hope that i would be....."
ako kase, i love with all my heart, accept flaws, and treasure people who i call my friends.
sabi ko nga parati: walang masamang tinapay sa akin, lahat ng taong mabait sa akin mahal ko at mamahalin ko basta wag lang ako gagaguhin, basta walang ginawang malaking kagaguhan.
there's such thing as second chance, i don't think i even used my first chance.
no goodbyes.
a lot of unexpected things happened last friday, saturday and yesterday. things that i never ever thought would happen - ever. i guess some good things never last but then it is sad to know that she has reached the limit, that there is a limit to begin with...i thought what we had is something that will go beyond this lifetime - something that our grandchildren can still share....i guess i was wrong and proves again that nothing is permanent in this world, in our life.
needless to say, i was not prepared with whatever changes the world wants to offer - none of us were but as they say, life must go on - life will go on and as humans we should try our best to cope and adjust to the changes in our life.
i cannot really explain what happened - i'm lost for words, or maybe i'm just really lost as to why such a happy friday night turned out to be a crossroad for most of us. things happened so fast, one minute we were laughing, the next we were literally hoping we'll make it alive and then there's blogging and more blogging. and then after two days.....lost.
maybe last night is the closure we are all hoping for, maybe it's a new beginning for all of us...whatever it is, i know that god knows what's best for all of us and maybe it's his way of letting us know that some things are not just the way we think it is, some people are different from what we perceived they are and it's god's way of letting me know that i'm a stronger person than i think i'am.
i don't think i did something wrong other than being me - the real me. the way i acted last friday is the usual me - maybe a bit hyper (but i'm always hyper) but it's still me. if i teased too much or laughed too much...it's just right for the situation since it's a happy friday night, we are all teasing each other and laughing the night away. i guess, i can't please everybody and i can't make them love the real me.
as my fave song goes: "you've got to love me for what i'am for simply being me, don't love me for what you intend or hope that i would be....."
ako kase, i love with all my heart, accept flaws, and treasure people who i call my friends.
sabi ko nga parati: walang masamang tinapay sa akin, lahat ng taong mabait sa akin mahal ko at mamahalin ko basta wag lang ako gagaguhin, basta walang ginawang malaking kagaguhan.
there's such thing as second chance, i don't think i even used my first chance.
no goodbyes.
1 comment:
aww. i love the real you! the sexy carla you!
but, truth be told, i am no longer sad about what happened. i'll go as far to say that i don't care anymore if we ever become friends again or not. sorry to say.
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