i saw it and i like it.
now i know what went wrong....sometimes despite our best efforts to think that we are giving all that we have, the real US will come out and it's just too much for some people, they tend to pull away - to let go - choose not to be part of any shits that will be complicated at the end of the day. come to think of it, involving yourself intimately to someone will result to opening up ourselves more to someone and by doing so, as they say you gave that someone the right to hurt you. call it cliché but not all people can accept you as YOU - with all the flaws, shortcomings and shits, and if you found someone who loves you despite this....do not let go, stick with that person - if you have to put up with shits sometimes then do so because at the end of the day that person will love the whole you, be there for you always (if not always - often!) and that's what you call happiness.
it is true: in the brink of sadness your worst self comes out. (or your best self)
as he told me before: i never promised anything, and if i did maybe it's because it's the right thing to say at that moment.
the best lessons i've learned from dealing with relationships: if your loved one/s let you go or set you free for more drama, let him go as well and move on FAST! (beat him to it!) then make him realize that life goes on without him and it's actually better. it's not being bitter per se it's just that shit really happens and it's up to us to rise above it. yes, it's easier said than done but it's the right thing to do.
my workload sucks! well, handling two company is great but really tiring. the new boss wants me to transfer to the main office and handle the traffic department which is really not my thing nowadays but then with a great package maybe i'll think about it...hahaha! nah! i love harrison. i don't want to transfer because i want pandesal party, karaoke party, dinuguan party, pansit party and other fun stuffs that we have! no offense, all my papers are under the main office but they are kinda stiff and really reserved. hahaha! in short gusto ko ng balahura! hahahha! maybe, just maybe...in a few years time or maybe months time i'll consider the offer but right now? i'm having too much fun to let it go! (btw, i have a 9am meeting tom. and it scares the hell out of me!they (they = people on top) might do the talking and convince me to move two buildings east...waah!)
i'm in love with my ipod! hahaha! yeah i know that i'm ranting non-stop about my new gadget but then again why not?! i love it! well, i love watching videos anytime, anywhere....it functions more as a portable DVD player rather than mp3 player. who cares? basta love ko siya!
new on my ipod: jeff buckley's grace and so real album, relient k's the anatomy of the tongue in cheek album, afi's decemberunderground album, orange and lemon's moonlanes album, sum41's underclass hero album, and the finch's say hello to sunshine album.
it's sore eyes landia at our house. i don't plan to get sick anytime soon! help!
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