Monday, March 19, 2007

club o

thought for the day: walang personalan, siraan lang.

with mukhang high school boy si ruben....

with champ! (and im so red! wuhoo!!)

finally a picture with champ! hahahaha! yehey! well, it's something that i want to have because of some mababawa reason - and that's for me to know! hehehe!

honestly, it's like i did not watch cueshe. di ba miki? busy kase kami ni miki with something. pero wholesome ang busyness namin ha.

i'm still proud that i said NO, even if he is claiming the opposite. what i felt about finding out that he said what he said? extremely disappointed, sad and i felt violated as well. it's a good thing that my friends knows that truth and i hope that they don't believe him (i'm not sure sino mga pinagsabihan niya but i hope they can rationalize what's the truth and what's not)

was not able to sleep after the long talk we had. not just because i found out things (and my head is aching from too much information) but also because i expected more from them (and him). somehow i'm not surprise to learn the truth because i'am aware of some of the bad decisions that he has made in his life but i tried to still embrace him and accept the fact that nobody's perfect but we have a choice and he made a choice.

you cannot please everybody and happiness is a choice.

nothing has changed, they are still my friends and i still love them.

you can't be negative all your life otherwise you will really suffer. you cannot claim glory that is not even yours to start with, you must learn to give without asking for anything in return and help without being boastful. learn to appreciate things around you and the people you are with so that they will also learn to appreciate your existence.

let's make peace not war!

life of a celebrity. complicated yet fascinating. either you can live with it or just do your own thing privately because whatever happens you will always receive negative comments and false accusations. and that sucks! really sucks!

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