been a while...(miss me?!)

what's up with me since my last post?

1. we launched our big globe campaign (the one we've been doing for quite sometime now!)
2. celebrated miki's 19th b-day/watched our fave cebuano boys!

3. i got sick (fever, cough, colds, tonsilities, back pains and stomach pains)

4. bagyong dodong and egay!

celebrating michaela's 19th birthday @ malate!

the secret

i'am currently addicted to "the secret" - the book edition! (thank you joko for the influence) Let me share with you things that i like/learned from the said book:

all that we are is a result of what we have thought - buddha

if you see it in yor mind, you're going to hold it in your hand - bob proctor

it is also stated in the book: when you do not treat yourself the way you want others to treat you, you can never change the way things are. your actions are your powerful thought, so if you do not treat yourself with love and respect, you are emitting a signal saying you are not important enough, worthy enough, or deserving. that signal will continue to broadcast, and you will experience more situations of people not treating you well. (amen to that, it's like how you create your reputation. if you want to be respected, earn it!)

whatever the mind....can conceive it can achieve - w. clement stone

DAVID SCHIRMIR: when it comes to creating wealth, wealth is a mindset. It's all about how you think.

GIVE MONEY TO GET MONEY: giving is a powerful action to bring more money into your life, because when you are giving you are saying "i have plenty." it will not be surprising to you to learn that the wealthiest people in the planet are the greatest philanthropists. they give away vast amounts of money, and as they give, by the law of attraction, the universe opens up and floods vast amounts of oney back to them - MULTIPLIED!

you can change your life and you can heal yourself - michael bernard beckwith

ON GETTING SICK: when people are completely focused on what's wrong and their symptoms, they will perpetuate it. the healing will not occur until they shift their attention from being sick to being well.

WHAT YOU RESIST, PERSISTS - Carl Jung

and you'll find a lot more good stuffs on the book. a whole lot more.

yes, i will give this book as b-day present, christmas present and wala lang gifts to my loved ones. a really inspiring book and a different way to have good outlook in life. and true, addict ako sa "the secret". hahaha! (okay back to watching vids on my ipod)

still going on...

then I see you standing there

wanting more from me

and all I can do is TRY

-try,nelly furtado

he said, they broke up but his actions imply otherwise.

it's a wait and see game - i'm waiting and she will see to it that he'll get over her ASAP!

i'm currently reading "the secret" (as recommended by jokoness) and i can say that i'm really learning a lot. now i know how my happy disposition is helping me get through life (okay, exag just get through my everyday thingy)

my friends are doing their "catching up" way down south. i hope they can patch up things, differences and focus on how they can survive LDR. after all they really love each other and as their friends i want them to make it, i want them to be happy and have lots of cute chikitings!

i miss the cebuano boys! two months of no gigs?! kamusta naman yun!

i wonder why he lies about their status? i mean it's not that i'll be all over him or them for that matter - and i don't think i will be doing that since i'm totally through with him and his antics. i'm offering him friendship and all the good things that comes with it but then he tends to lie and hide stuffs which is really weird and bad! (tama ba yun?!)

what's new on my ipod: bloc party's a weekend in the city, the feeling's twelve stops and home, funeral for a friend's hours, placebo's sleeping with ghosts, falling away by miguel escueta, mika's life in cartoon motion, mandy moore's wild hope and old albums from michelle branch.

currently addicted to: Laguna Beach (what? the songs rock! mala-oc!)

shopaholic

at natuloy din ang shopping spree namin ni joko! 5hours plus of non-stop shopping. meaning lots of walking, browsing stuffs, fitting, making uto tinderas, more walking and ubusan ng pera.

1st quarter of shopping is joko's ballgame, lahat ng shop na hinintuan namin binilhan ata ni shopaholic, but then at the last quarter bigla akong humabol. pasaway kase ang sale sa penshoppe...who can resist 40% off? almost half the price. ayan tuloy super dami kong nabili. i bought about 8 shirts, 2 earrings, 3 spag strap, a lot of baller id and ring, a necklace, and ate a lot! hahaha! (joko, i have to get back and buy the mango bag! the cute one!)

panalo ang ending ng shopping day namin when joko spotted this KATE SPADE picnic duffel bag na mala-pang-chef ang style...patay na kase i owe her a b-day gift so super excited siya when we decided to buy the said bag. yun lang hold-up kase 12,000 ang cost ng bag...huwat??! yeah, joko was a super happy girl. hahaha! cute ng bag naman kase talaga niya! happiness!

sana may pera na ulet kami ni joko for more shopping spree! see you at the mall!

JOKO THE SHOPAHOLIC!

pasensiya na...

cueshé released their latest video last july 25
i saw it and i like it.

why? because of jay's dance moves! hahahaha!!!

snippets of their new vids with some of jay's moves

abangan sa myx ang buong video! saya!

from colored, to chroma...now it's black and white!

and so i asked jovan why he didn't dance in the said video....

he said "sa next video na lang, sama ka ha!"

to which i replied "sure, basta si joko gagawa ng dance steps!"

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zelle album is finally out...i heard their single being played on the radio already! wow! it's about time, she really have a great voice - it's like silent santuary girl version. (mala-mala!)

now i know what went wrong....sometimes despite our best efforts to think that we are giving all that we have, the real US will come out and it's just too much for some people, they tend to pull away - to let go - choose not to be part of any shits that will be complicated at the end of the day. come to think of it, involving yourself intimately to someone will result to opening up ourselves more to someone and by doing so, as they say you gave that someone the right to hurt you. call it cliché but not all people can accept you as YOU - with all the flaws, shortcomings and shits, and if you found someone who loves you despite this....do not let go, stick with that person - if you have to put up with shits sometimes then do so because at the end of the day that person will love the whole you, be there for you always (if not always - often!) and that's what you call happiness.

it is true: in the brink of sadness your worst self comes out. (or your best self)

as he told me before: i never promised anything, and if i did maybe it's because it's the right thing to say at that moment.

the best lessons i've learned from dealing with relationships: if your loved one/s let you go or set you free for more drama, let him go as well and move on FAST! (beat him to it!) then make him realize that life goes on without him and it's actually better. it's not being bitter per se it's just that shit really happens and it's up to us to rise above it. yes, it's easier said than done but it's the right thing to do.

my workload sucks! well, handling two company is great but really tiring. the new boss wants me to transfer to the main office and handle the traffic department which is really not my thing nowadays but then with a great package maybe i'll think about it...hahaha! nah! i love harrison. i don't want to transfer because i want pandesal party, karaoke party, dinuguan party, pansit party and other fun stuffs that we have! no offense, all my papers are under the main office but they are kinda stiff and really reserved. hahaha! in short gusto ko ng balahura! hahahha! maybe, just maybe...in a few years time or maybe months time i'll consider the offer but right now? i'm having too much fun to let it go! (btw, i have a 9am meeting tom. and it scares the hell out of me!they (they = people on top) might do the talking and convince me to move two buildings east...waah!)

i'm in love with my ipod! hahaha! yeah i know that i'm ranting non-stop about my new gadget but then again why not?! i love it! well, i love watching videos anytime, anywhere....it functions more as a portable DVD player rather than mp3 player. who cares? basta love ko siya!

new on my ipod: jeff buckley's grace and so real album, relient k's the anatomy of the tongue in cheek album, afi's decemberunderground album, orange and lemon's moonlanes album, sum41's underclass hero album, and the finch's say hello to sunshine album.

it's sore eyes landia at our house. i don't plan to get sick anytime soon! help!

the b-day girl + the long wait is over for no. 7!

so last night i went out with JOKO-the birthday girl, miki, and dino to celebrate joko's 25th...we had dinner at sentro (and ate the corned beef sinigang), then got chocolate high @ max brenner! fondue is fun fun fun! samahan pa ng camwhoring for all fun and yes i really did got high with all the chocolate thing, that i actually bothered my big bro when i saw him in a drinking fresco with hins friends two blocks away from our house. joko, got scared when i began shouting "derick! derick" in a really scary high-pitched voice. mwahahha!! i bet his friends are shocked too. anyhow, i had fun and i needed that. work is stressing me too much!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOKO!
yes i still owe you a big nice gift....
and we shall go shopping soon!

THE MORNING AFTER....

after a decade, the long wait is finally over for the last installment of harry potter book series. with only three hours of sleep, i still woke up at 7am to be at powerbooks ATC! as early as 7am, parking slots at ATC are already full and there's a long long line of people outside powerbooks....whoa! good thing i brought my ipod with me - i swear the line is fucking long but totally worth it! hahahaha!

after 10 hours, i finished reading the book....it was intense, exciting (can't put the book down), and got bitin with the epilogue - ending part of the book....i was hoping for a more elaborate, kinda complete rundown of what happened to the people who survived the war, other than that it was a good last installement. well done j.k. rowling!

my last adventure with harry (naks! ang drama!)

MORE ON SATURDAY....
sorry joko for not making it to your party last saturday, i'm so touched when kiti texted me and making me kulit to go. i honestly got sick plus i got this monthly thing going on that made me so tamad to move. i promise to make it up to you and kiti and all the other friends that i failed to meet.

oh and for your b-day wish, i wish you all the happiness in the world...more money for more shopping, a healthy lovelife plus all the perks (you know what i mean), more years of good friendship, more inspiration for the sexy you project, more crushes, more booking for banio kreek, more patience sa pagbabasa ng mga non-sense text ko lalo na pag ngarag ako sa work, travel time with me (let's go to thai and hk), more boys, more concert, more food trip, laughtrip, road trip, more fun, basta all the best for you! thanks for everything! loves you girl!!

and more.....

i got rid of my 6230i - i gave it to my little bro chard but lookie...

i have a new cellphone!

meet my nokia 6300 - my 7th cellphone!!!

(my pink razor is with my mom, my other moto is with kuya, my 6230i is with chard
i'm using N70 as my office cell, moto v6 maxx as my personal cell & n1100 for my sun)

yes, i have one spare phone! which i tend to keep and still use sometimes.

yes, i'm a brat. (cellphones makes me happy eh!)

yes, i buy phone whenever i'm stressed or pressured with life (any aspect of it!)

yes, i will buy a new phone again...after a few months! (sony ericsson naman!)

yes, i have to time to buting-ting my new phone (yun ang exciting part!)

SPECIFICATIONS:

size: 240 x 320 pixels, 31 x 41 mm

2 MP, 1600x1200 pixels, video(QCIF)
Java MIDP 2.0

TFT, 16M colors

FM stereo radio

Push to talk

MicroSD (TransFlash)

7.8 MB of user memory

MP3/MP4/AAC/AAC+/eAAC+ player

Voice memo

Voice command

T9

Calendar

Calculator

sponsor time!

FLOWERSCAPE is one of the sponsor for sarah geronimo's IN MOTION concert last saturday held at araneta coliseum. went to watch the said show with my mom,chard and some employees from our shop. supposed to follow miki @ malate but the concert lasted til about 12am.



best part of the concert
(long pa but was not able to video the first and last part)
pamatay si ai-ai! hyper ng o!

new ipod baby!

i got it! i have my new ipod video! it's 80gb baby!

which means lots and lots and lots of songs! yehey!!!!

okay what's new on my NEW ipod?

1. yellowcards paperwall album (it's a new one!)

2. transformers OST (i can hear joko and miki's reaction!!)

3. click five's modern minds and pastimes (new album also)

4. smashing pumpkins zietgist album

5. some old rock album and some opm too

no video yet for my ipod....maybe next week.

me wants to shop til i drop at this new shoe store that i discovered - charles and keith, well the store is already around for sometime now but it's the first time last wednesday that i actually went in the store and i likey the shoeses! super cute and super gaan but quite expensive - price range 1,500 to 2,500 a pair. hmmmm...but then it's fun to buy at least a pair each month. hahaha!! i have to save for this dream 1mil thing that i like. gosh!

we are planning to go to HONGKONG on september (we = me and officemates), i honestly just want to camwhore at disneyland and shop a bit. hehehe! i miss hong kong's night market and giordano in every corner! hahaha! and i want to eat yummy egg tart!! yummy!! i hope our plans will push through otherwise, i'll harass my mom or joko to go to disneyland for camwhoring purposes! hahahah! (and shop til my money ran out! haha!)

wwwwwaaaaaaahhhhh!!!

fall out boy is coming to manila!

september 21, 2007

araneta coliseum

check this out:

http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=1983872

this is for real.....for real!!

it's fate

1. joko and i enjoying the concert! fun fun! (rain or shine)

2. me with christina onstage as background
3. for my famousville - pic with yeng constantino (thanks majo for taking the pic)
4. getting dirrty with christina
5. with fellow concert goer - joko.kate.dino

i'm meant to watch christina aguilera.....
won two vip tix (row e baby!), on the concert day itself! yipee!

she's super pretty, super galing and enjoy!

sayang lang hindi kinanta ang genie in a bottle,

baka kase super old na ng hit niya na yun but then cute sana if ever.

buti na lang hindi umulan kundi kawawa si joko kase wala siyang payong,

ako kase may payong! hahaha!! next concert please!

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year 2007 - what is commitment? what do guys need or want in a girl in order to commit himself to one? what are they looking for in a girl to say that - she's the one?

puzzled with how they pick "the one"

not in the mood to work today - yes this is called monday sickness.

adorable

he is sooooooooooo cute!!!

soooooooo fat too but really cute!!!

and ang puti puti! grrrr... kakagigil!

so little time...

view from work - basically what i see whenever i look out my office window

OT galore at work. i've been going to work real early and going home real late, honestly nakakapagod siya to the highest level and super dami kong hindi nagagawa sa akong personal life such as:

1. text galore my friendships (hahaha! akala mo kung ano! pero impt. yan!)

2. pay my bills (i have to make utos my mom to temporarily be my messenger & pay my bills)

3. fix my picture wall collage (i cant! i just want to lay down pagdating ko ng bahay!)

4. have bonding with my family (tulog na sila pagdating ko at hindi pa sila gising pag-alis ko in the morning. sabi nga ni chard "ate nakita din kita!!")

5. transfer my 6230i contacts to my n70 because i'm giving my cell to my little bro chard (sorry at one week ng delayed ang promise kong cell, hindi ko matransfer!)

6. shop (buti pa si joko naka-greenhills last week!)

7. DIET! (so sobrang stress sa work, kain ako ng kain ng kain ng kain! leche!)

8. go to gigs (wala din naman atang nice sched so carry lang!)

9. read books (ayaw na ng brain cells ko...sobrang pagod sa kakaisip sa trabaho!)

10. watch my 100 dvd's (no! i'd ratter sleep pero tapos ko na ang heroes)

11. relax (duh!)

so little time! yun na yun! at sana tipong robot ako na walang kapaguran! asus!

okay, was able to have a break last tuesday
and watched transformers with dino, joko and miki at greenbelt 3!

miss ko na ang cebuano boys, omeng, anna gella at gusto ko ng makita si hayden at trina!

i want to eat lots of yummy food! ravioli at cpk, ribs at tony romas, yummy cupcakes, and lots of ruffles cheddar n' sour cream! oh and of course chocolate mallows!

new on my ipod: plain white t's every second counts album, modest mouse, senses fail, kelly rowlands miss kelly album, relient k, the almost southern weahter album, hot hot heat elevator album, silverstein arrivals and departures album and some songs by placebo.

(yes hindi ko pa din inaayos ipod ko cause im waiting for my new ipod! ahem joko!)

the cycle

me devouring cupcake again.....
sorry i love it talaga, plus bought some for trina and hayden!

it's the same modus operandi only there's a slight difference on how they deliver it but at the end the purpose is the same - no to commitment. how am i taking it? i wanna see him yesterday for the lone purpose of pushing him off the escalator or ledge or something high. seriously, i'm disappointed 'cause i thought he'll be different - you know with his knowledge, experiences and other stuffs but then again life is full of surprises.

dreading the phrase "i told you so..."

it's really the same cycle, it goes on and on and on. sabi nga ng lifehouse..."so when will this end, it goes on and on, over and over, and over again....keep spinning around, i know that it won't stop til i step down on this."

someone asked me "how sure are you that you're worth it?" - (take the risk and find out!)

did some book shopping at fully booked last night!! yehey! bought all the books from the gossip girls series, fun siya basahin kahit parang young-adult ang genre nya. hahaha! really! and i will try to read books again. seriously!

i love shirts from ZARA - and this means less savings for me. nooooooo!!!

bruce is finally out of PBB...sorry but since i hate wendy kinda hate ko na din siya and i know that wendy will be sad since bruce is out of the house already! yes! i hope on thursday it's wendys turn to go out! yes!! go mickey and gee-ann!

at zong and new fully booked @ fort bonifacio

b-day ko pa din

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CUPCAKES FOR ME!! YEHEY!!! WEEH!!

(OKAY, BELATED BIRTHDAY CUPCAKES)

life it seems

went dvd shopping last night at ruins:

i got new season of the oc, lost, smallville, greys anatomy, desperate housewives, csi miami, csi las vegas, csi new york, entourage, house and gilmore girls.

then bought new series to indulge in...laguna beach, heroes, ugly betty, veronica mars, the sopranos and bones.

lastly, bought tv series that i love...dawson's creek, beverly hills and melrose place.

no more money for me.

new albums on my itunes (tamad maglipat sa ipod - kase i'm waiting for my new ipod! ahem!)
gym class heroes, cute is what we aim for, saoisin, and soundtrack of step up.

i cleaned my room last night.... look what i discovered...

and i must update my photo murals.....will prolly take up all the walls in my room

oh i'm reading again. bought 3 books from powerbooks last friday. fun! it's been a while since i last used my powercard and i need to go through my harry potter books in preparation for next month's release of the last book. yehey! can't wait - about a month to go!!

i got lots of work and lots of things to do and lots of meeting, it's a good thing though because it means growth for our company and more so lots of bonus! yes! i wonder what i will but on december? (at wishful thinking kahit tagal pa ng december)....laptop sana but naisip ko ang price ng laptop ko ay pwede ng downpayment for a condo - which i'm saving up for and will probably be the first thing na bibilhin ko na may worth talaga.

i hate wendy. (yun lang masasabi ko!)

and so it goes on and on....

1.) my b-day @ 19 east, the boys carried me like i hit a jackpot or something,
gusto ko pa naman ng buhat mala-serena type. hahahaha!
2.) sexy back pose with cueshe at ang kamay ni jay...hahahah!!!
3.) b-day dinner with family @ dampa after church 4.) me the b-day girl
5.) me and my b-day donut boobs from jokoness (sweet!!)
6.) my beautiful b-day flowers from my staff....sunflower!
7.) para san pa na COO ako di ba? kaya nice flowers for me!
8.) joko and i having fun and bonding @ 70's bistro
9.) celebrating independence day @ 70's with joko and iyaiyayow
10.) herald the bedans coming...hahaha! iya and moi...bonding time!

iya analyzed mr. mysterious and ms. uncertain's situation....hmmmm...anu nga ulit iya yung findings at conclusions mo? hahahahha! ang alam ko lang ay windang tayo lahat. ay sus!

"DO YOUR BEST AND GOD WILL DO THE REST" - yes, very true. more so if you exert effort and you deserve the blessing - and based from experience/experiences....amen to that.

i'm saving up for things that will make me happy and make my life easier.....

i have a new inaanak....wow haba na ng list ah, but my prob so far concerns what i should give a baby that has everything and can get anything.....pwede kiss na lang? hahahahha!!! pasaway!

yehey! trillianes won! go mga pasaway!! (seriously...i voted for him!)

hoping and crossing my fingers na manalo si pimentel versus zubiri....(no to boom tarat tarat)

choose your battles. know your self worth. improve yourself and know your edge are some of the things i learned this week and i plan to practice it.

im currently watching prison break -season two. wafu ni wentworth at addicting siya. next stop dr. house then must buy new season of one tree hill, lost, desperate housewives, the oc, lost, csi miami and las vegas, veronica mars, gilmore girls, grey's anatomy and smallville. yes, ubusan na naman ito ng sweldo. (ot pa!!)

i want a new bag! a new lacoste bag! (and still a new phone, laptop and portable dvd player)

new on my ipod: rihanna's new album, kelly clarkson's new album, enrique iglesias new album, if i were a carpenter album, tribute to beatles, paramore's riot album and some old school alternative/rock songs! (80gb coming soon! can't wait)

after more than a year....

after more than a year and after just being paroled (forgiven due to good conduct), he's at it again asking me the same thing - "let's put it into action cause nothing has changed...." i'm not sure what's up with him and his so-called gf but i guess they are not that okay and i've been hearing a lot of buzz about it too. suffice to say, i still said no and i think that's my 120th "NO"... i'm not sure what's with me and him getting into it - me? i don't really think or dream about that but i guess he has this thing with not getting what he wants. super persistant and good memory.

he said... "mahirap pala maging stick to one, madaming temptations...ive been always been tempted by you....are you tempted as well?"

as i said before, what we have is something i cannot define and what he feels towards me will always be a mystery however what i feel for him right now is uncertain.

LSS ON THIS SONG:

How many times

Did we give up

But we always worked things out

And all my doubts and fear

Kept me wondering

If i'd always be in love

So many tears i've cried

So much pain iside

But baby it ain't over 'til it's over

ain't it over, til it's over - lenny kravitz

06.10.2007

happy birthday to me!!!
my wish? secret....though i want a new phone,
new ipod and new laptop. hahahaha!1 (that's wishful thinking!)
it was a great day!! i had fun fun fun and more fun!

oh and i did redeemed my territory!! (yes! sucker!!)

that's the way love goes

i'll never get over you, getting over me....

we deal with heartaches quite differently, while some tend to lose their control and do stupid things, others tend to deal with emotions head on - either violently or by eating lots of food and listening to cheesy songs while staring at old pics and reminiscing good times or talking to someone as to how one can get over ex-lover. i would probably do the dealing with emotions head on by eating and shopping. hahahaha! i'm just amaze with how i get over with old love - flings - even crushes - without doing anything stupid. and even my horoscope stated that...

"Your devil-may-care attitude sometimes could bring harm to yourself -

you tend to live on the edge sometimes."

i tend to live on the edge sometimes? i'm not really sure about this....(maybe?!)

anyhow, we really deal with a lot of things differently, especially when it comes to LOVE - getting it and getting over it. (which sucks!)

his baby is super cute! and he kinda looks like him - especially the eyes and how botchog the baby boy is but let's see in a few months, and he got lots of hair. chinito boy!! i love chinito boys!

turning 26 in 5 days. no plans of doing anything. just be with my friends. family. and more friends. and food! hahaha! yes! there must be food! (and gifts? yes?!)

went to tagaytay with my lovely friends - joko and miki last saturday!
a saturday get away / road trip...we went to calaruega,
fantasy world, taal vista lodge and starbucks (to visit uly!)
fun bonding time! i'm missing my sexy poses!