randomness

bilog ata ulet ang buwan, madami kaseng tao ang nag-aamok at hindi maintindihan ang mga kinikilos. weird talaga.

anyways, i felt a bit bad about what happened - i don't know if we just have bad choice of people to be with or they just don't want us to be happy? hmmmm....weird na nangyari sa amin both ang parehong bagay - almost parehong bagay. nevertheless, i think they just love us too much....or we love them too much? basta may too much factor involved dun!

thank you joko for going with me to shop for a dress for my cousins wedding. both dress are awesome that's why sobrang torn pa din ako until now. hahaha. though nakuha ni pink halter top dress ang last important vote - hence i shall wear it tomorrow!

i'm back to selling films since dumating na ang new stocks of films ko. close to 80,000 na ang reservations ko which means konti na lang bawi na ako sa investments ko and orders after 90,000 will be my income na! rock on! excited to test na din new films i've acquired abroad. thank you to my new lucky charm! =)

namiss ko talaga siya....sabi niya he missed me so much. =) ang saya! hahahaha!!

i really need to clean my closet. now na! (okay, soon!)

lets go roadtrip! or out of the country trip! lets go!!!

i got to go - back to packing films and replying to uber daming emails/film orders! ciao!

missing

I'm missing you and it's making me blue,
yeah I'm missing you but what can I do

Thousand miles away, from you...

okay, it's not really making me blue - it's prolly more of parang kulang ang araw ko. ganun!

i miss ate yanie...i seriously want her to be my sister-in-law. i hope she and kuya can still patch things up already and then get married and make lotsa babies that i can spoil.

i miss zong! gusto ko ng pan fried chicken encrusted in salted egg. yummy!

i miss GRGS, i hope we could have some kinda trip for august, dapat pala sumama na kami sa cebu! mwahahaha! for more bonding with the family! cmon! yes yes! hahaha!

i miss selling films - its a good thing that my stocks arrived today. yehey! back to business na ako! and hoping that my next shipment will not be delayed. (thank you kat!)

i miss you! i seriously did not think that i would miss you but i do. =)

overnighter all over again

FRIDAY - 08.08.08
dinner at rockwell with joko, and then we taxied it to tiendesitas to meet up with miki to watch callalily and pedicab! pedicab is awesome and it's good to see callalily boys again plus their friends - which makes me and joko feel old! hahaha! but they are an awesome group, cool and friendly. mike followed from pampanga and picked us up at tiendisitas, spent short quality time with miki and then headed off to metrowalk where we had midnight snacks (na kanin...) at yoohoo! and then he drove us to joko's new pad before going home (thank you mikey! mwah!)

SATURDAY - 08.09.08
meet up with cary at starbucks southmall where we ended up waiting for the others as well - ang ending we went to mr. arriolas place in convoy of 5 cars and ako lang ang babae! hahaha! one of the boys at ang muse nila. so, it was awesome to bond again with ex-officemates (minus dale, ayie and joel!) and happy to know that all of them are doing quite well and aba, may kotse na halos lahat ng guys ha! good job boys! at least pwede nyo na ako sunduin at ihatid always! hahaha! (thank you cary for picking me up and bringing me home as well!)

SUNDAY - 08.10.08
meet up with b-day girl miki and jowem at G4 then we went to greenbelt for gelato and then headed to trinoma to kill time, drink kape, yosi our lungs out, meet up with carol and wait for mike to pick us up. so we had dinner muna at TGIF and then mike joined and then headed to pick up jovan for miki's inuman at meatshop where joko and kas followed after their la union surfing trip!

why i stayed sober:
1. meron akong allergy sa alcohol
2. kailangan merong maka-alala ng super-fun-out-of-this-world hirits ng mga taong lasing, so that i can re-enact the next day to drunken people shit na nagdedeny ng mga bagay bagay na ginawa o sinabi nila nung lasing nila.
3. mike needs someone sober to help him watch the road and navigate lasing people all over the place.
4. mike is actually nice that night, no pressure for me to get drunk. (hahaha! bakit kaya!)
5. i need to be sober so that i can fill out form, pay and talk to the hotel people otherwise sa van tayo matutulog.
6. walang aawat sa mga lasing people na gustong i-attempt i drive ang van na nanahimik sa may 711. tsk tsk.....

MONDAY - 08.11.08
stayed most of the day at QC, sleeping! kunsintidor kase yung kasama ko eh. pinatulog talaga ako ng madami, but thank you! then getting up kase may practice daw that turned into a lets shoot hoops at a small basketball court sa garahe. then headed to rockwell to meet up with joko and kas for my first meal of the day and then southside steady na para sa aming pag-uwi sa aming mga bahay! namiss ko ang kama ko! not that his bed is bad huh, its actually comfortable just that my bed is still the best! hahaha! so between sunday at monday may mga drama on the side but still everything is steady and good.

happy 20th birthday miki!

my b-day wish as follows:
finish college, find that one awesome guy who will take good care of you,
your family and your friends (ahem...), more quality time with your
parentals, a new awesome external flash that you want for your slr,
a rewarding job/career, more clothes and make-ups,
peace of mind, good health, happier outlook in life, more tats and piercing
and more years of unconditional friendship with me.
i love you kulot, ace, michaela giles!!

08.08.08

today is supposed to be a lucky day - 08.08.08

i bet madaming magkakajowa today, ang awesome kase ng date.

my gameplan: dislike her more and ignore her with a vengeance, hold on until it hurts or until she dies. one day at a time and one psycho bitch after another.

im confused as to why she wants to make my life miserable. okay, maybe she likes him but why mess up something that may turn out good for her friend? she's that desperate perhaps or she is just plain selfish and stupid. i really don't know.

addict na ako sa lifehouse - dapat araw araw ko talaga mapakinggan eh!

i love joko and miki (apt forever! and yes very lesbian!)

i'll try to fight for myself. for people who supports me. for people who loves me.

cellphone pics randomness

lots of awesome pics from my cellphone:

hulaan nyo kung sino katabi ko.....
(clue: tingin lang kayo sa hair!)


me bored and not sleepy at all....hahaha!
pero yung 2 katabi ko sarap ng tulog...tindi!


miki's new tat....weeeee!!


me and my new haircut!


mikes final tat!

moving forward

happy first monday everyone! for a change, i don't want to hate the first day of the week instead look forward to an awesome week and a good good monday.

things are moving forward and it's all good, last saturday he did something unexpected - i was totally surprised and i find it super dooper sweet. anyways, i guess he scored lots of pogi points sa mom ko. hahahaha.

last night or rather kanina, he was texting me about his friends knowing my supposed to be presence in his life....i wonder what their reactions are and if nagulat sila or something.

still taking it one day at a time, one text at a time, one phone call after after, one awesome sweet gesture, one bonding session after another.

enjoying everything and is very very happy!

eto yun eh....

sobrang saya ng kinikilig. at yes nakakakilig siya!

sana araw-araw ako kinikilig! hahahaha! whoooo!!

i was reminded of how selosa i'am - whats mine is just mine. bakit may angal?

i'm starting to miss him. (is that bad?)

i hate the word - CLOSURE.....i just do.

for the first time since 21st, he did not call me....may valid excuse naman....pero napansin ko talaga yun. hahahha! OC! waaaaaaaah!

sa tingin ko madali akong utangan sa mga panahon na ito. hahahhaa!

ewan ko how we will proceed basta taking it one day at a time.....

yes, i'm happy. he makes me happy.

universe....help me! please?!

yes, we're just friends. friends. friends.

office desk!

lookie, new pics for my office desk!

tuesday

I'm losing myself just to find a place in your mind, In your mind
Changing myself, just to stand alone in your eyes,In your eyes
Pull me in, take me out, make me over
- make me over, lifehouse

chris daughtry is hot. he got good awesome voice.

tamad ako mag-upload ng pics (nakakahawa ata si miki!)

i got drunk last night - kanina lang pala yun! weh!

i hate red horse. masakit siya sa ulo at sa tyan at may hang-over effect.

i love miki and joko, thank you for taking good care of me. i'm not quite sure if i did something bad or naughty or whatever last night - but i'm sure inalagaan nyo ako.

sorry joko for sleeping on the way home! lasing talaga ako.

i think i talked shit with my dad, i'm sure he talked to me and i replied something weird, sana he won't tell mom about it. hahahha! weh!

i think i talked shit with a lot of people last night. oh well, forgive me - i'm drunk.

weird kase, 6am gising na ako at literally gising na gising at parang may mas gana pa ako magwork ng enthusiastic. masaya ata ang may hang-over, pero hindi din. hahahaha!

Nahihilo, nalilito - Asan ba ‘ko sa ‘yo? Aasa ba ‘ko sa ‘yo?

monday!

rainy days on monday always makes me sad....but not yesterday! hahahha! so it was an awesome monday na tipong gusto ko na magresign and just hang out with my friends all the time! hahahha!

so highlights of the day: si princess, ang lechon cebu, ang dinuguan at sizzling pochero, si baby markus, ang new tat ni miki at fritz, si honey, ang rubber shoes at ang basketball game sa arena!

l-r,up-down:
me and miki's new tat, ruben and me watching mtv
miki and moi camwhoring since we're bored,
@ fritz place for lechon late lunch,
last two pics from arena fitness gym!

two awesome days

ang feeling ko last friday at saturday ay: mag-eend of the world na, let's do everything NOW NA! at mamamatay na ata ako, puntahan na natin lahat ng pwedeng puntahan at kitain lahat ng pwedeng kitain NOW NA!

bakit kamo? kase ive been to the following places in just two awesome days:

rockwell with aby and joko

bluewave with aby and joko

tomas morato with joko, miki, aby, dino and the boys!

tiendesitas with joko, kas and miki

club manila east with joko, miki, kas and new surfing friends

araneta for dinner and lifehouse concert

pier one ortigas for last hurrah!

o di ba? di ba? - daig ang amazing race sa dami ng pinuntahan namin in just 48 hours! mwahahahaha! but super fun and bonding with my girls and boys na din and happy happy joy joy again! hahaha! happiness til the last minute! naks!

today

it is still something that i cannot define. no category and no status.

one day you'll wake up and realize that something in your life is different.

today is different from yesterday.

overnighter

happy birthday joko!! i loves you!!

my bday wish as follows:
find that special and deserving guy who will pop your cherry
and make you happy forever and ever!
a new car, more money, good health, surfing power,
new food biz and lasting friendship with me!

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so to celebrate joko's 26th birthday - GRGS invaded Banio Kreek! and it was awesome! as usual, it was one of the best road trip ever since GRGS ang kasama at align sa mga kalokohan ang isip naming lahat. we ate lotsa yummy food (thank you joko!) and we bonded with the videoke and the usual overnighter best - red horse beer!

what happens in banio kreek stays at banio kreek (i swear buong pinas na toh!)

i would say, this trip is a life changer for me. (a few people can attest to this!)

happy! happy! joy! joy! =) (no words needed!)

18th

first of all, thank god at hindi nag-earthquake yesterday! though in fairness some kinda nag ready ang mga people ng slight - nga naman, just in case mangyari nga yun buti na ang handa! hehehe!

so got tons of work! some kinda na-popossess na naman ang mga client. bow!

after office (na tinakasan ko!), went to bonifacio high street for joko's surprise party! weeeee!! happy birthday joko! me loves you a lot kaya kahit may work ako at kahit may lakad talaga ako ay go pa din ako sa magnet for your partyness!! thank you for the awesome food and booze! i'll see you on your b-day salubong on sunday!! i love you!

so after magnet - off to maginoo naman ako with iya and kulot! as usual, inuman and tagayan extreme with truth or dare na hindi ko alam kung bakit ako ang napagtripan. at hindi ako sinave ni ruben kahit na sine-senyasan ko na siya! hahaha! ruben, why? hahaha!

anyways, had uber fun with ruben, mike, iya and miki kahit ako ang hot seat the whole night. as in until 5am! bakit ako? why me? hahahaha! so, as the saying goes - what happens in maginoo, will stay at maginoo! okay?! (dami ko ng pinagiiwanan ng malulupit na sikreto! waaah!)....hindi na ako magugulat kung after a while buong pinas na ito!

can't believe merong mp3 ng migraine si mike sa cell niya! hahahaha!! senti boy din! mwahahaha!

oh,  i love my driver - to bits and pieces! love you virg!

migraine

this is my song now!! i hate it and i love it. hahhaha! mixed emotions in short!
1st line pa lang - pamatay na!! mwahahaha!!
universe is giving me songs! why?!


MIGRAINE BY MOONSTAR88

Oo nga pala, hindi nga pala tayo
Hanggang dito lang ako, nangangarap na mapa-sa’yo
Hindi sinasadya
Na hanapin pa ang lugar ko
Asan nga ba ako? Andiyan pa ba sa iyo?

[Chorus1]
Nahihilo, nalilito
Asan ba ‘ko sa ‘yo? Aasa ba ‘ko sa ‘yo?

Nasusuka ako, kinakain na ang loob
Masakit na mga tuhod, kailangan bang lumuhod?
Gusto ko lang naman, yung totoo
Yung tipong ang sagot
Ay di rin isang tanong

[Chorus2]
Nahihilo, nalilito
Asan ba ‘ko sa ‘yo? Asan ba ‘ko sa ‘yo?
Nahihilo, nalilito
Asan ba ‘ko sa ‘yo? Aasa ba ‘ko sa ‘yo?

Dahil, ‘di na makatulog
Hindi na makakain
Dahil hindi na makatawa
Dahil, hindi na

Oo nga pala, hindi nga pala tayo
Hanggang dito nalang ako

[repeat Chorus2]

Nahihilo...
Nahihilo...
Nalilito...

instax addiction

i love fuji instax!!
it's like polaroid, only the films are more cheaper - way more cheaper.
so i have the wide and mini one....

will scan sample pics soon...
and more test pics at jokos bash! (for sure!)

friends, let me know what cameras do i need to bring on our
overnighter-bonding-happy b-day ni joko celebration
at banio kreek/tagaytay?

=)

the following made me smile or is making me happy this rainy-bagyo season:

1. new season of smallville, csi miami & ny, ugly betty
2. i miss you message from someone
3. mama mia soundtrack
4. fuji instax cams and instax films
5. new old navy jacket
6. every little thing by dishwalla
7. 4gb sd memory card
8. cupcake
9. 2gb usb @ just 400 pesos
10. ruffles cheddar and sour cream

new member!

i think i have a new collection - cameras
my new yachica was given to me by my cousin,
apparently, nahalungkat niya from their family baul.
and ako lang daw ang parati niyang nakikita with camera everywhere
therefore, akin na lang daw this vintage awesome camera!

one

one step at a time

one day at a time

one place at a time

one person at a time (one and only!)

one nice gesture after another

one night that can change everything

one kiss that can mean everything

one simple line that can answer all my questions

one goodbye and a million hello

my song now

this is my song at the moment, what's yours?

SAY OK - VANESSA HUDGENS

You are fine
You are sweet
But I'm still a bit naive with my heart
When you're close I don't breathe
I can't find the words to speak
I feel sparks
But I don't wanna be into you
If you are not looking for true love, oh oh
No I don't wanna start seeing you
If I can't be your only one

[Chorus]
So tell me when it's not alright
When it's not ok
Will you try to make me feel better?
Will you say alright? (say alright)
Will you say ok? (Say ok)
Will you stick with me through whatever?
Or run away
(Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be ok)
Say Ok.

When you call I don't know if I should pick up the phone every time
I'm not like all my friends who keep calling up the boys, I'm so shy
But I don't wanna be into you
If you don't treat me the right way
See I can only start seeing you
If you can make my heart feel safe (feel safe)

[Chorus]
When it's not alright
When it's not ok
Will you try to make me feel better?
Will you say alright? (say alright)
Will you say ok? (Say ok)
Will you stick with me through whatever?
Or run away
(Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be ok
Don't run away, don't run away)

Let me know if it's gonna be you
Boy, you've got some things to prove
Let me know that you'll keep me safe
I don't want you to run away so
Let me know that you'll call on time
Let me know that you won't be shy
Will you wipe my tears away
Will you hold me closer

[Chorus]
When it's not alright
When it's not ok
Will you try to make me feel better
Will you say alright? (say alright)
Will you say ok? (Say ok)
Will you stick with me through whatever?
Or run away
(Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be ok)
Say OK
(Don't run away, don't run away)
(Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be ok, don't run away)
Will you say OK
(Say that it's gonna be alright. That it's gonna be ok)