celebration of life

my weekend was spent celebrating life - in general and literally!

since last week was generally slow - no gimik for me, imagine that? (yeah, sabi ni god i should take a rest daw muna and rest my wallet too!) so anyhow, i give in to my mom's lambing to accompany her to my cousin's wedding at calamba last saturday - it's okay to accompany her to that wedding but the thing is it's too early! the wedding is at 8am, hence i woke up at around 5am - and it's bad trip to be too formal ng super aga...i'm not a morning formal person! waaah!

no choice since i promised to be mom's date and photographer - so at 6:45 am, i'm on my way to calamba already. it was a nice wedding and the food at the reception are yummy! good to bond with family for a change, bad trip lang talaga yung 8am factor! hehe!

me with my mom, vice-governor olivarez, my cousins, just me @ church!

sunday is children's party time for me - the young at heart! ashley nicole guintuu turned one and i can't resist to party! afterall, i basically witness how she sprung here on earth from her mom's blood rush, craving for aligue ng crabs to her first picture from her mom's womb! whohoho!! so anyways, the party was held at mcdo quezon ave and the theme is disney princess! after being my mom's official photographer last saturday...guess what? i'm also the official photogrpaher for ashley's b-day and for that puro kami ang nasa picture picture! hehe! PG talaga sa picture! there are a lot of kids - as in a lot, which made the party a huge success!

pics from ashley's 1st b-day party!

we came, we partied, we're complete!

coffee played a big part of my weekend, after the wedding and the children's party coffeehouse is the place to be for a night cap! i still want my take me away factor and i still want to shop, i heard that bayo's having a clearance sale of some sort and i might go to the mall later and check their stuffs out. anyways, got this weird text conversation last tuesday and another one last thursday, i'm honestly not sure if he's my katext last tuesday since he asked me weird questions as in! kung hindi man siya yun, isang pasaway na tao ang nakialam ng cell niya at nakabasa ng reply kong pamatay! hahaha!!

looking forward to 19east on the 22nd! the place to be!

ulan

lagi na lang umuulan parang walang katapusan....

it's been raining non-stop since tuesday, classes are cancelled and there are floods everywhere but life goes on and work must be done. okay so, this week is the 6th week on my cueshe stint and i think i will not break my previous record of going to cueshe gig every week for 5 straight weeks, i don't think i will be able to go to any gig this week...damn! will just try to break my record next time, maybe i can try to quit my job and go to the pilipinas tour thing with them and just be a groupie! hehe! i can't wait to see my mom's face if i told her that!

rain makes me feel sleepy and tamad and sad. i wish i have a boyfriend today, yes you read it right for today lang kase masarap may ka-cuddle habang umuulan at malamig ang simoy ng hangin. this rain makes me feel senti and down too. waaah!

anyhow, i had merienda with jeman, miki and terrence yesterday. miki has to meet up his papa in makati so she dropped by at my workplace and since jeman is at RCBC harassing terrence (okay, working closely with terrence plus i missed jeman already) we decided to go to RCBC and meet up with jeman. we ended up eating smokey's, we got some hotdog on a bun for me and miki and a footlong for jeman. terrence ate subway and jeman treated us to their super yummy cookies. thanks jeman! loves you. so miki and i ate hotdog and cookies without drinking anything hehe! i don't know if we're just plain lazy to buy some drinks, or maybe we don't have enough money? nah, we just don't feel like drinking, mikis too tensed and i'm tensed for miki hence the not drinking anything.

oh nga pala - i loves the new album cover of my fave band ever! so cool! white is the best color talaga - not just because i'm being biased cause white is mike's fave color - it's really nice! it is! fine! don't believe me! hehe!

i woke up this morning feeling sad and weird, i can't pinpoint the exact reason...it's probably a mixture of everything that's going on in my life and na-accumulate na siya over the weeks. i have this tendency of not thinking about stuffs that bothers me, i just live one day at a time and see where i'll be at the end of the day. yes, i want to plan ahead but sometimes - most of the time planning sucks! now it's spontaneity that works for me.

i want my take me away factor but i can't see them. i want my make me feel good band, i want to eat at kitchen experiment and i want to shop! i want to be miki's PA and jeman's as well! jeman make me your PA please. hehe!

i saw jao lurking at our food court a while ago, he said he likes my adidas brasil jacket and that i look good daw and apparently i'm blooming daw - naks! hehe! so, i still can't believe that my big bro is pimping me to be jao's girlfriend, that psycho! oh come to think of it, it's like psycho month this july! is being psycho the in thing now?

my social calendar for july is buzzing - in my calendar i have the following : a wedding, a binyagan, children's party, an adult party, a launch (mccann worldwide), dinner, gigs, more party and more work!

advance happy birthday joko! let's party okay? looking forward to it! see you soon!

best gig ever!

after mugen last wednesday, thursday passed by with a blur...why? because i was so sleepy, i don't wanna work, i went to glorietta to shop for tom., i went home early, miki wants to go metrobar, i cant, i texted jeman to take care of her in our absence, i went to atc and shopped more and i slept really really early!

i was up by 3am the next day, it's FRIDAY DAY AWAY @ work and i have to be at LKG before 5am or else goodbye bus....so i picked up digna at mcdo alabang at around 4:15 and by 4:30 we're on our way to makati! we really needed a break so the day out of the office is really a good idea. we left makati at around 6am and arrived at batangas by 10:30 or so. pictures to follow, i have to wait for our official photographer to load it up to our common folder. hehe! more kwentos with the pics ok?

so as if i'm not tired enough from our day away thing at work, i still went and had fun at 19east with miki, ritz, meann, and elle. Elle is miki's best friend from hong kong and she's cooool! hehe! anyhow, the gig last night is the best gig ever and i had a great time. super super! had lots of moments with the band and my friends plus they all sang individually! really! as in solo number! as in one by one...nadaan sa buyo at sigaw! hehe! so jay and ruben sang their own thing like push and blurry for jay and iris and yellow for ruben, jhunjie sang no one else comes close, jovan sang his usual santeria, fritz did a linkin park song...wait...i'm thinking of the title...oh its in the end, that's what fritz sang and mike sang i'll be. okay so technically mike did not sing but he tried to lip synch it so it counts right? si ruben at mike talaga! tsk...tsk...puro kalokohan, loves them to bits! as usual queen medley made my night, plus they sang the new single from their album...really really nice! cool! i would have to say that last night was the best gig ever!! talaga. enjoy and super puno ang 19east - 1st gig ng friday at 19east and i can't wait til the next one. would love to watch 6cycle mind and pupil too!! let's!

sayang joko did not make it, bad migraine! next time joko! we will have more fun and bonding!

19 east is definitely the PLACE TO BE! really!

19 east with miki, ritz, meann and elle

with mike - drummer

carla and miki with jovan and fritz!


miki, mister justiniani and moi


ruben what's with the face? hehe!
best pic of the night!

spend the whole day - almost the whole day sleeping and sleeping and sleeping! oh i did some texting too and then sleep again! i was able to have short chit chat with herson and chad, chad as usual is so daldal and so kulit but it was okay he needed to vent it out - big time! hehe! i need to clean brent and upload songs to jared, plus wash my havaianas.

LSS: Santeria by sublime courtesy of jovan!

wednesday night gimik

miki and carla @ mugen

meet up at glorietta

take a cab, make chika

have clubhouse & coffee @ starbucks

more chika and be happy!

moi with daddy fritz and jay...

ruben said he wears his superman belt

almost 24/7, even if he's only wearing his boxers.

now he can't get enough of his superman belt,

he wants to have another one, preferably if

there's another color....asus! ADDICT!

(p.s. i'll be getting a blue and red belt....bleh!)

whohohoho!!! joko made it and

she was wearing a really cute shirt that we loves!

(my humps on the front,my lump on the back)

10 minutes after seeing her, picture picture na agad!

are we drug? mwahahaha!! addict!

CUESHE

still my favorite band ever!

queen medley...can't get enough!!

common demoninator: lovelife sucks! fuck guys!

yeah! reunited after almost a month!

it was fun hanging out with mah girls and it's

fun making chika, be sapul with the songs,

sing along and groove with cueshe,

harass them for picture picture, chika for more,

meet old/young guys, have moments,

have some lil drama before going home!

what more can you ask for?!

moi with ethan (so tall!)

human.milkshakes.superman.mugen.

my week so far:

• meeting with globe/globe acconts
• used clothes shopping at human with jeman
• vanilla milkshake at mcdo is heavenly, i can't believe that there are only two mcdo store who sells milkshakes, one is at glorietta and the other one in ortigas area? san nga ba jeman?
• round two of human shopping, this time jeman's turn for cueshe
• round two of milkshake, this time with bigmac for jeman and twister fries for moi.
• went to ruins in paranaque to get my oc dvds plus desperate housewives!
• no gym for me, it's raining and it kinda sucks to work out while it's cold when it's better to just curl up on my bed...watch dvd or read magazines.
• i made someone happy, basta hindi ako SPONSOR!
• telebabad pagkauwi ng bahay, bago matulog
• more meetings and talent line-up presentation.
• superman here we come!
• and we arrived: after work and classes (hehehe!)...ritz, mean, cris, miki, jeman, edward and moi headed to glorietta to catch the latest superman flick.
• best scene: son of lois lane pushing the piano...hehe! coolness! wafu ni superman, but his bangs or should i say bang? hehe! his bang is weird but still cutie niya and cutie ng son niya at pumunta siya ng manila!
• human ulet with jeman and the rest of the superman gang!
• being sponteneous always rocks! next stop after superman mugen bar @ metrowalk for the cueshe gig adventure! at naconvince ko si edward to go with us! yeah! buti na lang may dalang digicam si ritz!
• emma bunton i like...thanks jeman for the cd!
• edward is like my big bad bro...joke big bro lang! loves ko yun!
• finally jhunjie is not MIA and was able to hear a jist of cueshe's latest single!
• getting addicted to blurry dahil kay jay, and must download again by lenny kravitz!
• meet a new friend, his name is lawrence from gma/qtv
• threesome is still the best! i love threesomes pero wholesome ha! wholesome threesome!
• sky by cueshe is my new theme song (oooh oooh oooh you lied to me...oooh oooh oooh now you should set me free...baby please stop pulling me down!)

pictures from friday....

location: sm megamall cinema 9 - around 9 or so...
we had a little problem with our starbucks drinks
and our seats too but everything has been resolved in time
for cueshe's 2nd song....
first time ko narining na kinanta nila ang yellow by coldplay,
blurry by puddle of mudd and semi-charmed life by 3rd eye blind
and i should know...been watching them quite often the past weeks!
but anyhow, they did great and i had fun!


meet rubens new belt!


i'm having vivid dreams of ruben's childish smile and
glowing eyes...all because of a belt, but it's a good belt!
haha! i even asked miki to give me one too.
ooooohhhh....ruben is so happy. haha!!


ok it's still me with my favortie drummer boy
once again i saw him without his shirt on and
yeah jeman i got your point about his nipples hehe!
and after spending a few minutes with him, he concluded
that i get tickled easily and that i shed some baby fats...
which i think is just a bola...hehe! coz i gained weight!
oh for the 1st time since the ILTD thing began, i had an
eye contact with mike and a smile too while they were onstage...
such a momentous event...right ritz? you got that right? hehe!


backstage is still the way and thanks jeman for letting us in
twice! hehe!! thank you really.


that's me, jovan and ritz..
jhunjie is once again missing in action, take note of jovan
and the rest of the band's new hair style....no more kulot!
(in my head i'm singing: bagay ba sa akin ang kulot?...)


i'm not that fanatic, the magazine are jemans...actually it's jay's
ah basta it's not mine! but i do look fanatic at these pics hehe! but still
it's all cool and fritz, i cannot carry you i'm sorry and you cannot
have ruben's belt kahit kunyari sira ang belt mo....
calling miki i think selling superman belt here in the philippines is a good
idea...hmmmm....you will earn a lot. mwahaha!!


star of the night si ruben and his very nice superman belt courtesy
of miki. so sobrang good mood ni ruben game siya sa kahit na anung pose
ipagawa mo. hehe! oh by the way nice new hairstyle ruben....really swabe!


capones is a cool place, cozy and confined...hehe!
anyhow, edward invited me to watch his band...
(he is the drummer)
he has been inviting me for the longest time and last
friday i finally made it! yeah! thanks jeman and miki
for going with me, next time ritz don't go home agad! hehe!
next stop: something fishy at libis and a videoke thing....

p.s. siena is really a psycho...details will follow!

videoke day.on cue.capones

paul and carla once again....
paul dropped by the office to spend some short but quality time with me as always....
love this guy!

thursday is the day of my 2nd round date
with mr. san juan. still fun and the cake gesture
is adorable. yeah yeah, it must be all good.

friday is videoke day at my workplace,
yeah we have all the works,
a really big videoke machine that gives out
score at the end of the song and with all the
other stuffs such as bad mike and a really
wild audience. there are were chips... lots of it,
of course c/o URC our client and booze!
yeah drink up at 5pm and then release a casting brief!
the slide presentation with the background music of
"bye bye na" by rivermaya, made the videoke day!
ambers palabok, barbeque and chicken lollies is worth
the 100 contribution! heheh! we still rock!

and so i was late in meeting up ritz and miki at g4,
but everything is still cool and we made it just in time
to finish of our humongous drinks from starbucks...mwahaha!

we got good seats at megamall, good seats enough to make
ruben pancin the superman belt that i'm waving along his way,
good seats enough to make good eye contact with mike
after i shouted " i love mike " as always.
i don't wanna miss a thing is still cool, knock knock jokes
are in and queen medley still rocks!

okay after the show which lasted for about an hour or so, we made
it at the backstage (thanks jeman)...
to the loving smile of rubens eyes as we
handed him his superman belt from miki of course. oh, i hope you
saw the childish smile of ruben and his oh so beautiful eyes.
usual routine...picture picture, digicam kidnapped, us in the cr
and our return of the comeback at the backstage. still cool.
catching up with the boys and kulitan...still yeah!
(pictures to follow!)

next stop: capones at valero makati city
with: jeman, miki, ritz and edward!
topic: psychos, lovelife, threesome, camelot hotel,
foursomes, cueshe, carbonara, whole or half,
san mig light, cebu, solace, pampanga, brown eyed guy,
rubens superman belt, threesome ulet, daungan,
pilipinas tour, bantayan, pictures, never easy,
talentfolio, overwork and underpaid, metrobar,
stupidity, psychos ulet, superman return,
cueshe 2nd album, jeazell grutas, chad, spongecola,
spice girls, still stupidity, lovelife pa din, chicharon
bulaklak, something fishy eat all you can, eastwood
libis, karaoke bar, miki's 18th birthday, bar hopping,
franz, tipsy, water, cellphone, bar tour, mike, 150 points,
quiapo, calamba day, platinum, fashio show, photography,
clubbing, blogging, friendster, still threesome!

3:15am - homebound, 1st stop edsa to drop of jeman,
alabang to drop off miki, las pinas my crib.
(pictures to follow)

break from my so called life!

1.Where have you been an hour ago?an hour ago?

fitness first @ robinson summit tower....nagshoshower....

2. State your name?

carla bianca

3. Do you like your name?

yeah, but I dont use the bianca thing often which is weird because whenever people find out that bianca is my second name they go ga-ga and wants to call me bianca. I think the name bianca entails too much expectations and responsibilities.

4. Can you remember what you did on the first day of your school?

school as in nursery? I think I cried! hehe!

5. What do you want to be ten years from now?

rich! Haha! Nah, hopefully doing something that I enjoy and earning enough to buy my kaprichos!

6. What did u feel upon receiving emails?

depends kung kanino galing at anung laman ng email. Mwahaha! I hate receiving chain letter stuffs though.

7. At what age you first learned to use a pc?

hmmmm…grade 4? Mga 10 years old siguro.

8. Have you ever eaten any exotic food?

nope, and dont plan to do so.

9. What was the last illness that you had?

it was mental! Hahah! I dunno...headache, migraine? Does heartbreak counts?

10. Do you like listening to rap music?

sometimes…if I’m with my hip hop friends. Hehe!

11. Have you ever thought of driving the train?

nope. Bike nga hindi ako marunong train pa kaya?

12. What did you do last 1st November 2005?

Im at calamba, visiting my lolo and lolas at the cemetery.

13. Which do you prefer? sunny dayz or rainydays?

rainy days kase I love jackets at payong? Hehe! mas cozy lang pag rainy at masarap magkape, cuddle at mangulit! Hehe! traffic nga lang!

14. When was the last time you browsed the bible?

last month!

16. What is the brand of your wristwatch?right now?

Rado! Cool!

17. Look at your back. what do you see?

hmmmm…MRM team…si mike dadivas, bojo torres at tyzia mathay!

18. tuck in or tuck out?

definitely tuck out!

19. Do you sing while you are taking a bath?

minsan! I usually take a bath at around 630am on weekdays, if I sing too loud baka magising ko ang household namin so I just sing on weekends hehe!

20. What did you have for breakfast today?

I dont eat breakfast…

21. Your last dream that you remembered?

re-enactment ng june 9-10 event, yung meron akong inuwing rockstar! Hehe!

22. What do you usually say when you meet aperson?

hi! nice meeting you.

23. Do you agree on the saying "to forgive is to forget"?

not at all times.

24. Last thing you held before using the computer?

my cellphones…with s talaga!

25. Where is the place you always dreamt of?

bahamas! Yeah!

26. When was the last time your tears fell?

last last week courtesy of jao and some brown eyed guy.

27. Are you going to leave your parents in time?

hell no, im staying with them till im 40! Haha!! I love 'em!

29. Long hair or spikey?

spikey! Hehe!

30. First person to run to if you are depressed?

i usually keep shit to myself…but if I feel like sharing it would prolly be my mom, big bro or det and now miki too!

31. Who's the last person made you cried?

JAO! for asking about how I ended up things with my ex!

32. Who was the last person you sms?

MIKI! my 24/7 ka-textmate!

34. What was your worst flood experience?

hmmm, nothing more than baka hindi makadaan ang car namin. Lucky me, hindi naman bahain mga dinadaanan ko.

35. Are you happy at this point of your life?

could be better, but in general everything's all good, i guess.

36. What do you want to eat tomorrow lunch?

honestly? Sr. Pedro Lechon Manok! Hehe! at kanin!

37. Have you eaten dinner?

nope, umaga pa eh. mwehehe!

38. cellphone unit?

moto razr hot pink, nokia 6230i, nokia 1100, and soon to be n70! mwahah!

39. last movie you've seen?

benchwarmers! yeah yeah i know tagal na! hehe!

40. How's today in school?

no school, just work! and since it's a friday must be toxic...but oh something to look forward to since it's videoke day today here at work plus i'll be watching cueshe later and going to capones for late night drink. i love fridays!

blurbs on how my week was...

tidbits on how my week was

• yehey long weekend plus my b-day leave is equals to four days of pure freedom! yehey! but then merong makulit na AE who keeps on calling me and giving me problems despite the fact that i'm on my b-day leave! respect? sana! ay by the end of the day tinarayan ko na talaga siya. now she's freaking scared of me!
• was able to go to the famous mall of asia, at sa totoo lang hindi ako masyadong natuwa...hehe! though i was able to bought a couple of cute shoes there pero it's too crowded and it rained when i went there....binaha lang naman loob ng sm since there's an open thing in the roof the place...duh..what was that? not cool at all.
• had a long bonding talk with jeman over the phone....hmmmm.... it was a good thing why? well, we were able to discuss some pressing matters about last friday's incident, i was able to tell him some problems that's been bugging me and i think he did tell me stuffs that's bothering him too....hence, it was a good long talk.
• everybody was shocked to see me with a short hair, meron daw akong love problem kaya ako nagpa-cut ng hair...hehe! it's for me to know and you guys to find out!
• 19 east is still the place to be and queen medley still rocks! i love it when ruben snobs miki...just because ruben is so cute when he does the "che" thing. miki and i are supposed to get drunk together, but then inunahan ako ni miki and therefore i have to stop drinking and take care of her. di pwedeng kaming 2 ang lashing....baka mapasayaw kami sa stage at walang magawa sina ritz at jeman! hehehe! oh and by the end of the night peace na si miki at ruben....why is that? yan no more cute che's from ruben! hehe!
• i love our picture picture at 19 east...si ritz nakainom ata kaya makulit din at gusto din ng picture picture! yeah!! hmmmm...dapat pala painumin parati si ritz! sayang talaga that jhunjie has to leave early...he missed out on all the picture picture extravaganza...wala tuloy siyang picture with pamela anderson?? mwhehehe! my bad!
• meet up with jeman and terrence at RCBC (dreamvilles office)... we're supposed to have merienda that ended up on checking out dreamville's various projects and me reading quark henares's write up about cueshe on burn magazine. after a few minutes jeman and i (minus terrence) are on the way to RCBC's food court, ate smokeys yummy hotdog (thanks jeman) and had frap at starbucks....cut two, eto na si terrence ready to eat as well but he prefers subway, so lipat kami sa subway. ang ending? nilibre ni terrence si jeman ng isa pang sandwich this time from subway and i have to watch jeman eat a footlong from smokeys and a 6-inch sandwich from subway! wow he sure does have a big appetite!
• wanted to watch the lake house with jeman but ended up going back to work instead! darn! work sucks! but i don't have a choice! hahay!
• had a dinner date with gene at atc last friday, i got unbelievably late (about 1 1/2 hours late) and my date was sleepy by the time i arrive at starbucks. anyways, he was still a complete gentleman despite my lateness and had great dinner at TGI Fridays and coffee afterwards. it was fun reminscing old high school days and old flings/crushes! hehe! cool! anyways, he gave me some cool insights about life and what it is that i should look for and settle for in life and in guys. he even give me tips on how to win over a guy? hmmmm.....tips to be used for him kaya yun? let's see. next date coming up!
• spent my whole saturday shopping at glorietta and ruins! a birthday gift from my dad. bought a pair of jeans, a couple of shirts, a cool sandals, a WWE shirt for chard, a cellphone accessory, a headband, lots of yummy food, and pirated dvd's (sorry po mr. edu manzano). i will get my OC season 1-3 cd by thursday! yehey! can't wait!
• what did i do yesterday...a sunday?....wake up, brush my teeth, watch at home ka dito, got bored, ate brunch, ligo, got bored, read sunday newspaper, yawn, watch about two cd's of gilmore girls season 1, texted miki, watch cueshe at sop (long hair na ni ruben pero wafu pa din, cute ni mike kahit mukha siyang kidnapper), watch about 2 cd's of gilmore girls again, eat 4 ensymadas from the bakery, watch the buzz, got bored, took a bath again, watch gilmore girls again, eat kfc, watch first daughter @ star movies, fix my bag for office, texted miki, pay-up utangs for gas, fix my citibank payables, watch charlies angels @ gma, get ready to sleep, but remembered that i have to do myx top ten, so wake up again, watch myx (good news number 7 na ulet ang 24hours), try to sleep but i cant, watch gilmore girls again and finally doze off!

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learnings for the week:

1. you can't please everybody
2. i deserve better (and i must say i agree)
3. someone told me that i'm sweet, thoughtful and nice (thanks)
4. ruben is wearing a bonnet kase mahaba na daw hair niya
5. i cannot ruin a relationship even if i could and even if i wanted to (i must be nice)
6. somebody told me that there is no love....he can be right....sad but might be true.
7. nakamulat talaga si mike sa mga pictures niya..hindi lang halata!
8. sienna is a psycho! at dahil pinagkakalat niya na close sila ni mike at parang type siya ni mike yari siya sa akin pag nagkita kami sa megamall...*inserts evil laugh* mwahahaha!! actually dati ko pa alam na psycho siya pero binibiktima niya si mike! grrrr!....
9. this week is the most sober i've been...once lang ako uminom....hmmmm...getting over na?
10. pero madami akong na-yosi....not yet over? anu ba talaga?
11. it really takes two to tango....pero i still love threesomes! threesomes are great!
12. i would probably would like someone else to be happy despite the fact that i will get hurt...that i might get hurt...that i'm hurting
13. following what you feel is sometimes not the best option