Smallville

Smallville made me realized that I'm still a hopeless romantic, in as much as I already settled with what my life is right now, I suddenly missed the feeling of "kilig", I suddenly long for the romance and all that comes with it.

It's been a while and I missed the feeling of seeing your crush from a distance and the 5 mins conversation that you will rewind in your mind the whole day or week. The nervousness i'd feel whenever I'm in the same room with someone I adore. Or a good surprise that will make me smile, the butterfly in my stomach whenever I'm about to see my someone.

It takes two to tango. I know my part.

It's just there, it's just needed to be rekindled. I hope soon because I miss the feeling.

like

I like you today...

You make me so happy...

I hope today will last forever....

I'm happy =)

the truth

the truth is sometimes I pretend that I'm okay when I'm really hurting inside.

the truth is I miss you so much. and i want you back.

the truth is I'm tired of trying.

the truth is I'm starting not to care anymore. I think I like it.

the truth is I want you to be happy, even if it means more pain for me.

the truth is I don't like what I feel or think anymore...

the truth hurts, but what doesn't kill you, will make you stronger.

so I guess, shit happens.

at last

I have a lot on my mind lately, I wanted to blog more and express what I'm feeling but for some unexplained reason I don't blog about anything anymore. I missed writing here in my blog, I blame twitter for letting me express myself in 140 characters.

Christmas is just around the corner and for the first time, my family will be spending the holidays in Cebu with Mike's family. I look forward to eating lots of delicious foods since I dubbed Cebu "the land of yummy foods". Of course I'm excited for Caitlin, it'll be her first Christmas with her Manaloto family, and somewhat her first Christmas because she was just 15 days old last year and really really thin.

I spent last friday and saturday with my family in Las Pinas, went to my kuya's pamamanhikan. He is finally getting married and I'm really happy because it's with ate Yanie. Finally and thank God it's with her. I love ate Yanie, she's the best thing that ever happened to kuya.

I'm now consolidating a list of Christmas wishlist for myself. hahahaa! who knows right? I might get what I want. hehehe!

I'm so happy I found time to blog. I used to blog almost everyday. Now I have to go, Caitlins staring at me, I think she wants to play with me.

'til the next time! =) I love you my blog. You used to be my best friend.