pbb house.solace. daungan.cueshe.southmall.

stop over at PBB house on the way to daungan bar

with miki and cheryl

(and marian taking the pic)

finally at daungan bar!

with miki, cheryl, and marian

miki with her fan! yeah yeah!

thank you for the 2 rounds of FREE beers and pulutan!

yehey! finally saw iya after more than a month of not hanging out with her!

second pic with miki again...this time drunk? hehe!! nah! we're cool.

miki and jeman (the manager)

iya and jeman (the bf? hehe!)

carla and jeman (the bearer of good news)

solace @ daungan

goofing around before the show @ southmall

carla and miki (2/5 of iltd)

rain or shine game kami! yeah!

with mark of shamrock (ultimate ALIPIN moment)

with the birthday boy! yeah!

ayan miki, ayay mo kase bigay yung belt mo....

ayaw tuloy magpapicture ni ruben with you...TAMPO!

tampo pa din si ruben....so kami na lang magpapic! mwahaha!

carla and miki with jay!

threesome? hehe! "its takes two to tango"...but it's true!

with jhunjie (panindigan ang suot na color pink)

backdrop: cueshe!

with daddy fritz (na makulit onstage!)

carla and the van?! hehe!

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** groupie ata ako nung weekend, walang inatupag kundi manood ng banda! anu beh!

** biglang nagkaron ako ng shamrock album ng wala sa panahon....

** merong nagparty last night, pero hindi nang-imbita! hmmmm...bad!

** bakit merong favoritism? wag ganun...mas pretty kami dyan! hehe!! bad talaga!

** makes me wanna be the girlfriend para i can go to the next party and the next party pa!! haha!!

** nakakaganda ng aura ang magbilad sa araw, magpaulan, magyosi kahit umuulan, pagpawisan tas magtapat sa electric fan! talaga!

** i so love daddy fritz...

** rooting for kim or gerald as pinoy big brother big winner!

** cebuano word for the week: mingay ko nimu (i miss you)....which i jokingly texted to fritz and he replied na baka si mike daw ang namimiss ko....aba anu? intrigero na rin si daddy f.!

** i was drunken master shit, two nights in a row and a little tipsy last night...wahaha!!

** best advice i had recieved over the weekend - "drink lots of cold water, drink some meds and sleep"......thank you.

** road trip is the way! lavet!

** LSS: sway by bic runga (sway my way don't come and go, like you do...)

still no.xmen.relationships.solace.

my theme song is not i'd still say yes (becauase i'd still say yes to you again, my darling for you i'll do it all again....) because i'd still say no, no matter how many more times you'll ask me. take note that i'm not that kind of girl. extra challenge ba itoh? haha!!

was finally able to go to the gym...finally after a week or so! yahoo!

movie time again with my lefty amigos, can't believe that the three of us are left handed...what is the probability of that? hehe! anyways, it was kuyas turn to treat us for movies and pop corn...yehey! i love freebies. we watched x-men 3; the last stand and ate lots of popcorn...hehe!! the movie is good...wolverine is hot and jean gray has cool red hair. popcorn was great too, i love taters butter flavored pop corn...yum yum! after the movie timezone naman, young at heart daw kami kuno...but they just played the one where they shoot the bad guys...hehe! hindi ko matandaan yung name ng game. mwahaha!! as always i had fun...

had a senti marathon text with mr. andres the other night. we talked about what we love to talk about hehehe....anu pa eh di love...relationship and the bitter end of it all. whew. i realized that i've been through a lot with my past relationship....move on yeah! but you know at the end of the day you'll still question yourself why it didn't work out and why everything has to end painfully...i guess it's because all goodbyes are painful. oh sucks! i'm talking shits here. anyways, i hope mr. andres can work out what he needs to work out since obviously there is still something between him and his ex....hmmm....don't walk away from it all.

someone is craving for shawarma....and yeah i promised to help him give up his cravings....

advance happy birthday mike!! no gift for though....hahaha!

someone had a bad day yesterday...don't resign....stressed out ka lang....trust me....

might watch solace later at qc with miki and che.

i need a vacation, i'm stressed out with a lot of things and i need a break! whohoho! i don't think i can even get a one week vacation here at work. good luck to me then.

overtime.iceberg.gateway.jackets.drummerboy

i wish i was at greenhills last friday, i wanted to watch all 30 bands at jam 88.3 anniversary event but i'm stuck at work and it sucks! whew! i wanted to see the bouncer of orange and lemons, jeman mentioned that he was there...sayang! hehe! i like to have my picture taken too with yael of spongecola just to make inggit my friends who loves yael....hehehe! anways, edward had a gig at capones last friday with champagne's band and he got star strucked when he saw champ with anne curtis, phoemela barranda and the likes....muntik na daw siya magwala at mapawithdraw sa kaban ng bayan. mwehehe! he could've eased up and asked someone out but then he choose to hang-out with sam, and where was i? yeah i'm at the office - working late..damn!

spent the 1st half of my saturday working and just being retarded at work and as if i'm not busy enough here comes flowersacpe - bombarding me with silly problems...hahay! talaga naman! spent the other half of my day at glorietta - ate at icebergs which by the strange reasons was not serving milkshakes - what gives? bought a new green jacket at gap. and as if glorietta is not enough i gave in to sam's invitation and went to gateway - the place to be! hehe! and guess what? bought another jacket at adidas naman....i don't know what happened but i suddenly craved and end up buying to jackets. tag-ulan na kase bakit ba? hehe! i ate dairy queen which is by the was still yummy, then i almost bought a cute jeans at levis which can be altered to fit my height. spent the rest of the day just strolling around gateway, i thought i'd look stupid wearing jacket but to my surprise ang dami ding naka-jacket sa gateway, unpredictable kase ang weather!

miki, how's your sagala? can you post your pics at your journal or email it to me! please? i want to see your wedding dress...mwahaha! how's mama mia?

panda wrestler changed his number again! bisyo na yan drummer boy! hehe!

mr. i'm-scared-to-death-to-fall-in-love is madrama, dahil ba yan sa madaling araw na o pagod ka lang sa gig mo? - may tampo factor pa siyang nalalaman kuno...cute na nga nagpapacute pa! what's with that anyways? unexpected hirit yan and it made me think and i must agree that it will really take years to decode your brain.

fritz said not to jump off the building kase virgin pa daw ako! mwahahaha! san naman naggaling yan fritz? hehe! funny guy!

may show DAW ang cueshe on sm southmall (which is super near my house) on saturday, may 27,2006 - mikes birthday. i'm still yet to confirm if this is true, sana totoo para mapanood ko sila since it's seems that i can't go on their ratsky morato gig on the same day...i'm going to subic. anyways, joanne said that shamrock will be there too which is cool kase i love their alipin song for some strange reasons which i still cannot explain. if it's tuloy i might go with miki and joanne. sana matuloy!

looking forward to watching xmen 3 - the last stand on wednesday!

erik mana rocks! i want to meet him! would love to see him perform his tricks live, that would be so cool and freaky at the same time. but yeah!

may outing daw ang MARCOBA/AIROLIV....san naman kaya? hmmmm.....hanap ng magandang resort within the metro lang dahil mga underage ang kasama!

my balakang and back hurt...ugh! painful!

news flash: just heard it sa star fm...it's true! cueshe will be at southmall on may 27!...might prolly go! bahala na!

tong linggong toh!

pinagka-abalahan sa buong linggo:

1.) ate lunch at KFC (bucket meal! hehe!) with my wholesome threesome

2.) went to the gym and break my treadmill record! wow!

3.) text. text. text and text all my friends from different networks....i seriously can text while sleeping! hehe!

4.) work. work. work. overtime is the way!

5.) had late lunch at 11th floor and just be gone at my desk...just like that! (sorry guys! can't go with you sa araneta to watch PBA - next time promise!)

6.) chat with old officemates and share with them my non-existent love life.

7.) ate turon three times this week, kase naman tong si miki nakakahawa! hmmmm...

8.) be ala-mcgyver and make someone happy. (which i hope will be reciprocated)

9.) watched da vinci code at glorietta with my wholesome threesome again....barkada na talaga kami for more! hehe!

10.) subukan isingit ang pagba-blog kahit madaming dapat na trabaho! bakit ba? hehe!

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* I need to watch cueshe' soon, or else my fixation may be gone...for good! hehe!

* Da Vinci Code is just so-so for me, maybe because i already read the book and the fact that i'm so sleepy kahapon sa movie house.

* Panda wrestler sent me a quote again late last night....wala lang!

* Been sleeping early the past few nights, why is that i wonder? pagod lang! hehe!

* I'm craving for Don Henrico's buffalo chicken and pizza

* My birthday countdown: 22 more days to go (mike's birthday 8 days to go)

* i like someone's smell....hmmmm....yummy!

* i just realized, upon reading my daily planner that i'm seeing someone at least three times a week....malapit na atang maging four times a week yan ha!

* at kahit we see each other quite often - nagtetelebabad pa din kami (work at house yan ha!)

one of us must be getting addicted to it - gosh, it might be me!

* will have to work OT tom, how sad is that? ho-hum...no saturday again for me!

* i need a list of letting go songs and holding on songs....help?

* LSS: bent by matchbox twenty (can you help me I'm bent, I'm so scared that I'll never, get put back together, keep breaking me in, and this is how we will end, with you and me bent)

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do you believe in fate/destiny?

"No, I don't, it's just a LAME EXCUSE for allowing things to happen on their own. People should make things happen

- not wait for things to happen."

Mike Manaloto, Cueshe'

(Seventeen Mag. May 2006, Page 53)

caloy.spa.poseidon.ice monster.mothers day

welcome bagyong CALOY, imagine a typhoon in the middle of the summer season! COOL! after wearing non-stop flip-flops, shorts, spag strap and shades...bring out your jackets!

ang sarap matulog at magtago under my comforter!

my friday is another overtime extreme for me! hahay! no TGIF!

finally had the time to go to the spa and had that needed relaxation. i need to pamper myself once in a while.......got heavenly massage! relaxing!

watched poseidon at atc with eddy and samuel....ate lots of popcorn!

1st place eddy, 2nd place carla, loser sam! hehe!

ate 2 humongous ice monster kahit bumabagyo! yummy!

limewired songs til the wee hours of the morning!

for some reason, mr. i'm scared to fall in love texted me again last saturday....first a quote, then he texted me using his smart number....quite wholesome naman ang text though meron pa ding ONS na hirit! waaaahh!!!

is he really scared to fall in love? or it's just a line?

why me?? i'm seriously thinking that someone dared him to make a move on me but then who?

happy mothers day mom! i so love you!

spend the morning working on our business since it's mother's day madaming orders!

had a long nap in the afternoon....

mother's day celebration: ate dinner at zong and pigged out big time!

had lunch today with my ka-threesomes! hehe! thanks for treating me lunch guys!

seriously had some bad thoughts on my mind...hahay! no!

i'm in better mood today! yahoo!

mother's day pics @ zong!

goofing around with mom and big bro

last pic with my super sipag yaya!

my mindset

one more month to go and i'll be turning 25
it's not that bad, after all i don't look 25 hehe!
i want to get drunk on my 25th birthday,
i want a lot of books, i want to go on a road trip,
i want to watch cueshe, i want to parteeh,
i want surprises, i want to have fun fun fun!
be my friends, family and everyone who cares for me...
the past weeks has been a blur for me
i have been busy with a lot of things
and at the same time a lot of emotions are stirring up inside
a lot of things going on my mind...
i still have a lot of workload that i tend to sometimes ignore
i don't know why in the past weeks i've been lacking the drive
to work hard like i used to do, i prolly need to go on a vacation
and see how it goes outside my office.
i want to go to the beach! and to tagaytay!
my mom asked me the other night if i wanted to study again
probably get a masteral degree or a second degree or something
i'm not sure if i wanted to study again,
i should be ready mentally, emotionally and physically...
i told her i will think about it, but i know i should take
the opportunity and study again...whew!
but the thought of doing thesis all over again...hahay!
SONA at work yesterday is very emotional,
russ is leaving us and it sucks.
a lot of people are crying and is sad about the news.
our excoms cried which i think signifies a lot of things...
someone told me yesterday that my defense mechanisms
are ON, could it be that i'm trying to be weird about
something? or is it because i'm unsure/confused?
i really have to figure out my state of mind,
i'm basically going with the flow which i think is bad and
dangerous, i should not do it so i have to disintegrate my mind.
i don't know why i can't think straight, i feel like i've been drugged
and i'm not thinking clearly. i'm not myself.
i want to pick someone's brain, and asked him why he thinks
the way he thinks...hehe! i want to see what's inside someone's
heart and find out if what hes feeling is true.
i don't want to think about the 'lil drummer boy anymore,
will just pretend that nothing bad happened....
i want to be a mind reader like brenda of pinoy big brother,
that would be so cool and freaky sometimes.
i want to learn how to smoke, but nobody wants to teach me,
joko and sam are passing up on me, miki will you teach me?
i want to lose 5 more pounds! go carla! stop eating!
but then i want a vanilla ice cream or something from icebergs....
whoa. yummy! yummy!
i have a lot of things to do at work! hahay! i don't feel like working,
but i have no choice and i have to.... :c

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movie (silent hill) + timezone = sam and carla @ g4
when he looks at me his brown eyes tells his soul...

boys will be boys.girls just wanna have fun

my mom should be proud of me because i turned him down three times....

i cannot believe that he did what he did, the wholesomeness in his aura vanished and i suddenly realized that boys will indeed be boys!

what's the aftermath?.....ask me!

it is still yet to be determined if i can still continue with the ultimate fandom thing, but then i like fritz so i guess i will still watch them hehe!.

i will still go with you joko! let's still have fun and sing ulan! (tanging hiling ko sayo, na tuwing umuulan...yeah!)

had a WHAT A SUNDAY!....hindi ko alam anung nakain ng mga tao, but for some reason they are telling me stuffs that i didn't expect to hear from them. i feel like yesterday was a confession day for most people. hahay! what's with that.

i honestly can't put in writing what i'm feeling. i really can't! i feel that there is no words to describe the three days i had....(fri-sun) whew talaga!

i'm not that kind of girl. sorry at sana hindi ka na lang machallenge...leave it as is.

am i ready to have a boyfriend?!?! clueless..?!

had coffee with mike, joko at starbucks atc....fun!!

miki is now an official member of ILTD! go miki girl, remember the three binding rules of ILTD. hehe! lalo na yung number three but no worries i know you won't violate of else sumbong kita. hehe! sumbong kita kay joko! hehe!

miki, joko and iya, let's have coffee at least once a month? lets!

meet 2/3 of the wholesome threesome...i'm sure we'll see each other more....for more! hehe! may gig si sam sa bicutan so we met up muna at ATC before anything else, was able to meet for the first time edward - sam's friend. actually sam intro him to me already last san juan thing with sam but i guess i'm not paying attention? or is it because of the canal essence for more? hmmmm....both i guess! anyhow, looking forward to more bonding session with edward. (sam, bakit ayaw mo bigay number ni ed sa akin?....heheh!!)

we meet up again after sam's gig - back to ATC sila after bicutan! finally sam was able to meet miki and joko - wait nagmeet na din sila sa san juan thing ni sam pero i guess hindi din sila nag-pay attention...see? i'm not retarded or something...sometimes you just don't pay attention or baka they did...not sure! hehe!

mcdo before going home!

sam loves atc and wants to be southside guy na din - just let me know when you'll be around and you know that i'm around too! southside rules!

someone earned extra pogi points...hmmmm....dami na niyan ha!

fave piece of accessories: my new flip flop earrings....so cute!

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with joko and miki @ starbucks atc

thanks for the company

had fun dissecting details and analyzing stuffs!

lil drummer boy.yellow cab.shopping

not feeling that well, have a sore throat and a bad headache!

i realized that fans really tend to get possesive of their fave band member...

i realized that i can respect other people's relationship and whatever other people say you must stick to what you want and what you think is right. inggit lang sila! mwahaha!

i've matured a lot.

i thought that i would never get the 'lil drummer boy's number again, but then something unexpected happened last wednesday night.....yehey!

wednesday night: kilig moment for more! hehe! was not able to sleep agad, on my mind i keep on replaying the conversation we had.

ILTD!

the next day, life must go on...woke up with a smile on my face.

as for work i think i woke up on the wrong side of the bed and decided to go on half day and make liwaliw around glorietta!

i think i ruined someone's day?....i'm sorry for going to that part of the mall...ayan distracted ka na from that moment on. but i still had a nice time. would love to hang-out with yah for more and get to know you. next time let's not window shop hehe! or should i say no window shopping for guitars or anything related to guitars and it's effects! hehe!

spaghetti with meatballs at yellow cab is good! yum yum!

i ate a pint of vanilla ice cream in one sitting....bad! yeah, you've witnessed it sam - now move on! hehe!!

promised myself not to shop til next month, i've done enough shopping to last me the whole year....but i still can't help it...i'm a girl...i should shop. hehe!

ritz! don't leave us! huhuhu! please get back before may 27! hehe!

i want a new book! but i can't shop!

LSS: alipin by shamrock (ako'y alipin mo kahit hindi batid, aaminin ko minsan ako'y manhid, sana ay iyong naririninig, sa iyong yakap ako'y nasasabik.....)

pictures of ultimate fandom for more!

at eastwood libis (24 hours MTV launch)

at san juan town plaza (in front of angora mall)

at SM Sta. Rosa

picture picture (eastwood libis and sta. rosa)

i love JOLLIBEE!!

i think soulmate ko si jollibee...hehe! kase lagi kaming nagkikita at unexpected places....mwehehe! and for that ang cute cute niya!

ang dami naming pics over the weekend and we rock!

i have an i love the drummer syndrome and it's getting bad....i think?

in my head i'm singing...."is this love, feeling restless inside, wanting you to always be by my side i don't even want you out of my sight, you are in my thoughts all day and night..."

i can't charge my moto razor...and why is that? my usb charger has topak!

i need to buy load for my sun and smart! mwehehehe! todo call center na talaga ang dating ko!

i gave someone a super advance birthday gift....hmmm....that made him super happy i guess, i hope so. i'm not really sure but he should be happy. i can't ask too many questions...hehe!

i'm not spoiled, a friend once told me that i'm not...i just know what i want and i know how to get it or i can find a way to get it.

but there is one thing that i will never get....hehe! wag na lang!

nasesenti na naman ako, bawal masenti! waaaah!!

40 plus hours ulet akong gising....i'm getting good at not sleeping! at nag-gym pa din ako kahit wala akong tulog...hindi naman ako nagpapakamatay noh? hahaha!